secretly unspoken

Tired of Tears

2011-11-23T20:29:00.000-08:00

TO MY BELOVED DADDY

24/11/11.

Clearly remember what happened that day, what i wore that day, what I said, what I did, and how u looked at me that day.

It still stay vivid on my mind. received the worst news ever more than Unforgettable.

The fact u're gone hurt so deeply that I'm completely numb to even cry.

I only can shed tears but it seems helpless to cry my heart out.

Why is it so fast for You to leave us and so long more of our journey to move on?

The scar you left was deep but the memories you left was endless.

I HATE WHEN YOU"RE GONE.

Everyday time is going and passing and I'm going through all these traffic.

I just wanna go back to the past where there used to be US.

The 8 of us. Where He and You're still in.

Now it only left 6 of us and it's so hard to stand firm and strong in front of those people.

So hard to go through life , so hard to go through each day without thinking how nice will it be if you were still to be around.

This was Just last end year you brought this tiny little monster and make him my precious and today I'm his tight enemy. Lots happened when you're gone.

I remembered the first time this lil' monster tried to attack and you rescued me and he treats me like his precious again.

today there's no you, and I've turned into his tight enemy. and just another stranger.

Time flies it feels it was just yesterday you left. without words, just a cold stare that I cant explained. But I'm happy you waited for me. but the saddest part was there's no last messsage. I just wish you could tell me more of you and share more of us.

Where we used to share much in the hospital when i was with you chatting away of your past life.

The fact you're gone now really hurts a lot.

THE ANGER THE DISAPPOINTMENT

THE FRUST that you're not around kills.

The sight of a small girl with her daddy being clingy stings right in the heart.

I no longer have the chance.

NO LONGER.

I'm so sick of tears now.

Numb of it.

Meaningless.

It doesn't help heals the aching heart. It makes the ache worse.

Pa, one year has been lots of up and down without you.

The seldom visits hurts even more.

Not just Mum needs you but Us too.

Mum hide her pain and don't show, but we know how hurt she is more than us inside.

Please dont push us away because clearly We All miss you more than any words can say.

#IMYP

Turning to My Last Teen-age

2011-10-03T06:51:00.000-07:00

4th of October and I'll be turning 19.

Well, it'll just another day of a year aging. Nothing matter much. Age is just a figure i guess.

At least i know i get to celebrate my last birthday with you and it was one of the best for it was when i turn half legal. =) Glad and happy enough that the memory still appear vividly what happened the entire day last year and how i ended it by being just beside U.

If i was given a wish to be made, I would wish I could turn back time where it was just 8 of us.

Just peace, fun, no worries, and all those little petty dissatisfaction where it just last maximum one day.

Now growing up, there's really lotsa thing to put into matter.

Like they said, mind over matter and matter over mind.

What's important now i know i could never turn back time where there was you to take care of things that we cant able to solve or even carry out.

Today the task is to "stand on our own two feet".

Hopefully this last teen-age of mine, I could find back my lost mind and also of course the missing pieces of mine.

Till then, signing off and *pray*

Wishes

2011-08-12T09:44:00.000-07:00

It's close to 9 months now. Yes I calculate almost everyday.

Days gone by fast, don't they?

Day after day and memories filling up every mind of ours.

To think we've been through it, but we used this sentence everyday

"If daddy were still here......"

I won't hide to say that I almost forget what is like to be without a dad.

Am i starting to forget you or there's something wrong with me?

I don't know.

Reading back the past few post, I realise how much I've been going through your lost.

And now I'm numb after all the treatment given after your lost.

Life is life, as much complicated it is I gotta live it.

If I was given a choice to choose to stay or leave,

I'll leave.

Deep down inside, I reallly do hope and wish among million stars, that you were still around cause i know things will be much better.

IMY

i wonder

2011-05-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

My eye tears up,

I start to cry, As my father whispers,

his final goodbye.

My mom is holding me back, stroking my head,

as my father lays, on his deathbed.

I'm bawling by now, and everyone knows,

My love for my dad, clearly shows.

Illness is bad.

Death is worse.

It will happen to all of us.

It's a never ending curse.

My dad closes his eyes, and falls into heaven,

before I can count, up to eleven.

He is gone now, And I miss him so.

Why, oh why, did he have to go?

There was never a message,

not even a bid,

i'm still wondering today,

am i still inside the picture?

should i just put your memories away to hide the changes,

or should i carry on like i used to but it's so hard?

it is easy to accept the fact still?

sometimes there's no use explaining or put more words into your sentence if their belief is only JUST THAT.

it'll make no difference for extra effort then.

shutting up is the best way, i hope for now.

I'm on my own since Your lost

2011-04-24T07:16:00.000-07:00

without realising it's your 5th month since u were last here. it's been a very difficult journey. but who am i suppose to complain? I'm just a daughter that lost her Dad, she's a wife who lost her husband and main support. I know life is aint that easy when you were around too but i did not appreciate u. when was actually the last time i cried so hard after your lost? Today is the day again after the provocation where the unwanted thing to happen again. sigh.

and to that someone who said something bout cancer is all bout dying, F*** U ! i dont care whether u've changed yourself or what, i do forgive but i dont forget. that's what i can say. and for my entire life i will never forget their sin. covering up with sweet words. no way i am ever forgetting your lies, your words, your actions and definitely the sentences that brought up all this. stop putting on tht mask of yours. Im not blind like the others. I have my own point of view. I do see your sins. You're filthy in my eyes.

Daddy, if U were still here, things maybe better. IMY. I'll show my best for you and mummy. I'll be a better me. =')

And i'm sorry for what i've said and done. i may not pull back or swallow back the words but it wasnt intentional. SORRY.

sign out.

IMY

2011-02-15T08:07:00.000-08:00

Daddy, i really miss u these days. sigh. it's gonna be your 100th day and i'm so clueless without u these days. i have no idea on what to do and i 'rebel' a l0t. since you're not in anymore, no more call from u anymore. i dont seems to know how to control myself. but deep down in my heart i know if u were here today i will know how to come back just to see u there again. but i just couldnt. =(

Daddy, visiting to all the places i used to be last with u brought back so much memory. Everytime i visit to Aeon, passing by Pasta Mania, that was the last restaurant i was with u there. Everytime there, u will wait for us to shop finish or even rush us back just because u were bored or u're just too tired. i wish it was that time again.

Daddy, so many things are undecided without u. i have many things to ask, ' Can i do that? can i go? ' there's so many things i still need your permission as usual. but why daddy? why u left so soon?

today we visited to the temple at Jenjarom. along the journey, today was the first time the one driving your car wasn't u. the one who always talk to me when i was on headset listening to songs. the one who will look at me at times looking at what I'm doing. the one will give me the sinis look. the one who will ask ,"want seafood"? i miss all that daddy. i really miss you. but what can i do?

i never stop missing you. practically my whole life now was to think what i last did with u

daddy. today i regret for not spending more time with u when there were time i suppose to. regret for not giving a helping hand when u need it. regret for being angry with u on the day u're wanted to get a laptop for me. regret for always listening to my songs when it was suppose to be your voice i shall listen to. sorry daddy that the day u came to take the spm results with me , i send u away just to be with my friends while i know it may be the last time I'm gonna have this moment with u. and now i actually realise i was the first one u actually took an official results with, and daddy, i sent u away. i'm a bad daughter. i was stupid and foolish to do so. and i know today it was too late. and today, going to uni, no longer for u to fetch me. i regret that i did not do my driving well and not having the chance to fetch u even once. even i didn't get the opportunity to drive yours soon. ='(

so many great movies to let u watch on screen today. american idol is up for u to comment like usual. so many stories to share with u on my friends, on my studies , on my stuff. but daddy, you're not here anymore.

why do u have to leave so soon? just a few days before u left, u were just fine. giving me the hope. that i can spend my future with u still. but just a few hours before u left, u didn't give me a call, a message or anything or even the last chance for u to talk to me. and u couldn't let me spend ur golden days with u together. so much yet no more.

after watching "it's okay Daddy's daughter" it makes me recall so much of u. how u try so hard to walk, how much u tried to get yourself back, trying not to rely on us but u have to, how u will not give me work, how u will give in to me somehow, how u defend for us, how u were always there for us, feeding us great food, giving us the best comfort, attending our intake in uni, giving us what we want but the only difference between u and appa is he survived the struggle. but daddy, u sacrificed in it, but daddy, somehow u won this battle. u really tried. =')

and i hope this sentence " it's okay, daddy's daughter" u could say it one day to me.=')

DADDY, IMY

Love,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TB6VkEcXfTo

A Letter to Daddy

2010-11-29T04:37:00.000-08:00

I watch a movie entitled 'heaven postman'. and that was the time you were hospitalized.

and if there's really a postman from heaven to help me deliver my messages to you, my Guardian Angel, the number of words are countless for everyday i have much to tell you.

You went off without a word, without any messages and lots of things undone.

so many things that life is so difficult to live on. still remember all the sweet memories with u in the hospital. all the tiny bitsy things. the sweet ones. the funny ones. the lovely one. and how tough were you last time when u were once younger. and yes, U R still tough and strong till today though now you're gone. Just 4 more days , daddy and it's ONE year. that's what i kept screaming to you moment before u left

24th Nov, the day you finally left to Unforgettable side and no longer to be in this world with us. leaving us behind clueless and just few memories that is never enough for a lifetime. For u already left a very deep scar in our hear since the moment u left.

24th Nov, 5 am where Mum tried to reach me but failed till finally the call came in reach. came over with the feeling, maybe its like the same old time when u need me to take care of you, talk to you, help you massage your leg or things you want only me to do. BUT I WAS WRONG. when i came in, you were already breathless, trying to gape for oxygen. your eyes were not even looking. and that was the image u gave to me when the last i saw you. Mum called me to be right beside you for maybe i might have the chance to wake you up, maybe you'll look at me, scold me or whatever you do as long as u have a response. but everything was not as hoped for. =(

you did not wake up, no heartbeat, no response no nothing and for that,

you left without words, without message, or any last messages that might leave us move on better.

it's been three weeks plus now, Daddy. and i'm still looking upon the sky thinking. Are you there? or you're still beside me. for the first week, trying to accept that you were gone was really a deep agonizing pain in the heart. i couldnt even pay attention on anything i do. walking, pacing, studying and just whatever, my mind couldnt stop thinking how u left us so soon, leave us without any trace, but with just sorrow and the fact which is hard to accept. second week was fine, no idea why. i'm numb to it or i'm just too far away from you? now i rather to go up and down, tiring myself, staying awake, not retrieving any sleep just to take care of you. just to see you everyday, how you talk to me sarcastically, tease me, scold me, make me caught in words, just anything you would like to do just as long u still belong here with us. JUST AS LONG AS U STILL BELONG HERE WITH US.

NOW, everything is to late. you've finally 'walked' away. yes, in the afterlife there's no more pain, no more sickness but we in here, the scar u left in our heart is deep enough for us to remember ALWAYS,

NOW, everything is really too late.

no more u calling late night asking "where are you? when are you coming back"

No More.

or " how are you in uni?" "have u bath the dogs?"

there's many but the memory seems to fade away since u're no more here.

no more u calling me and i'll go "hehe" and this is the phrase i use it only on you.

and forever now, i have no one to call "PAPA, DADDY, FATHER" NO MORE ='(

Passing by those family with a father, a mother and their lovely childrens makes me envy so much and regret so much i didnt spend enough time with you. like my friend said, it'll never be enough. but to think that in the future you wont be around to take care of us, to raise us and to love us like how shower us with your thought , care and concern will never ever happened anymore.

always reaching to the hospital or the first we do when we come back, we'll rush in your door and ' pa, have you eaten, feeling better? " and now coming back you're NEVER there anymore.

wanted to watch movie with u, wanted to tell you that i can finally make you proud, wanna tell you so many things that i couldnt think of any now.

not only the words for you are endless but the list of things i still wanna do with you is endless.

i wonder daddy,

in the future, could i ever have the opportunity to say to my friends how great and funny you were.

you once tell so much stories that really could crack people up. how great you were last time almost became a police, no, a SEARGENT .

or how you was around 40, fighting a gang of workers whose against you just on your own.

how you worked hard just to raise money to take Great care of us.

going outside everyday, drinking to socialise and going to the high risk area just to find money.

now if were to rethink, maybe none of this would have happened if you werent that concern, werent such an awesome dad, werent that loving.. sigh.

speaking of love, how you and mummy met up at a swimming club, =)

like you said, if you were to be a police officer, or be some one else with brighter future or more wealthy, we wont be here anymore or we never ever met. and for that, i will never know such a great daddy like you.

Daddy, Pa, i couldnt think of what else i can write for you. so many things. and i've been sending so many 'messages' to you up there just to hope you will listen to reply. i was hoping to see the stars every night ever since grandpa is gone. now that you're gone too, i NEVER stopped looking at the sky every night just to search for bright stars shining upon us. thinking that you're watching us, but there's nothing.

now, i'm putting the 'letter' inside the box hoping you could receive it and 'reply' me.

dont worry daddy, i'll send you message everyday like how i used to. =)

and someday, hopefully at the letter box area, i could somehow 'meet' you and tell you daddy,

I LOVE YOU =)

"when u grow weary of carrying this burden , there beside u, i will be. when u regret beginning such a dangerous endeavour there beside u i will be.

when u feel as though u cant go on, and wish to raise hands in surrender when u feel frustrated that what's before u is beyond ur capabilities and even if.. we ultimately come away with nothing having to face defeat with empty hands by your side there will always be me"

you've been though the pain for us and last as long as you could, thanks daddy.

love always, JY

always keep the faith

2010-11-08T17:18:00.000-08:00

it's been very long since i blog. yes ! i'm finally 18. where now i guess i'm more mature? XD but in that case life has been changing a lot. still stuck in the same uni where life is always upside down and people here are like freaking smart. OMG pressure i tell you ! it's like you just have to study everyday just by looking at your housemate or roommate studying probably every free hour at night. and oh ya ! i'm in second sem already. stuck with few classmates from previous sem and got to meet few new friends, but as usual i'm anti-social when it comes to new environment. so well, not much to talk bout it. and my score =.= sigh.. isnt doing any good so far.

now, talking bout holidays, i cant say it suck. it's quite 'fun' staying at home. but i did went out with friends but just for the sake of my face, FACIAL !!!

But still, My face is like the moon surface. pfft.

to get a porcelain face is like asking a million dollar ayy.

Spend lotsa time at home slackin and watch drama aint bad after all.

and taking care a huge stubborn baby could be exhausting but it's my role, so i dont mind =)

and that's when the bond joined.

^_^

let me share a lil happy story that i could say i love the most.

on Oct 5th i guess, Dad was admitted to the hospital and sis and I went to overnight to take care of him. well, my finals was so near so i have to study. half way studying, dady start to share stories and me too !LOL

so we practically exchange story and i finally came clean to Dad on my first relationship. XD

we chit-chatted all the way til 2 and then only i fall asleep. in a super uncomfortable position.

and another fun thing during my 18 was, i got to celebrate with my uni mates !

sis and SY buy me sushi, sis , Sue, Elaine and Jess came to surprise me and night , aunt aka cousin buy me korean meal !

yay, satisfied enough ! ^^

and the next day, get another free meal from Jaron. so practically my whole birthday present comes in the food way >.<>

BUT that was weeks back now life change again. no longer the happy and joyful moment.

Like many said, life is like a wheel, once you're up you will sometimes be down.

and now, i'm at the down positon.

My guardian angel, i see Unforgettable in you. the way you behave , the way u speak, the way you used your strength to gather yourself similarly to him.

but you are so stubborn to listen to anyone. your ego brought us down. =(

if you only listen and put the trust on us, by now, you are able to stand on your own.

you give me the enlightment when you start to listen and put your faith on us.

now that i'm away, you stopped everything.

everything has to start again, waste of effot and time, dont you wanna live the way you are as before?

the time is still ticking there's time and hope still if you just keep the faith.

for all i hope, is what i want the future to be.

so please, the battle is still on, we'll fight this together. love you. <3

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

STAY STRONG

BELIEVE !

Finally Legal

2010-10-04T00:14:00.000-07:00

The Dark Force

2010-08-05T03:29:00.000-07:00

FML

that's what everyone said almost everyday when u go online on faceboook or anywhere. but now i REALLY want to scream FML !

i had a terrible week. wait, let me rephrase that.

A COMPLETELY, HORRIBLY, UTTERLY, FREAKINGLY TERRIBLE WEEEEK.

there.

From day one, i suffered the 'lost' of my precious lappie for a few weeks and there again i have to dump it at the 'hospital' because some idiot 'raped' it.

day 2, moodless for completely no reason and end up making myself frustrated.

day 3, i have something called 'pain' due to the nature of what all woman should have.

but on day 3 i was able to go for movie marathon with Sis and Yin and completely enjoyed STREET DANCE 3D and SALT

but the next moment, my phone decided to die on me !

yes, white out screen and from then i couldnt able to entertain myself a single bit in this tortured campus !

day 4, of being down for my phone, stepped in class and couldnt get what the lecturer is saying and even lecturing in front. WTH

but during Calculus tutorial, i COULDNT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT HE IS TUTORING.

I'm either too dumb or i'm just that stupid in Calculus.

but worse come to worse, being in a fiery mood

i ACCIDENTALLY deleted all my inbox including the PRECIOUS messages that i have been keeping for years.

From teachers and friends and even my cousin !

Oh **** man !

but after i went back , i complained everything to my roommate, Elaine and felt sorta relieved but still cant stop but feeling down.

But after dinner, went for a brief walk and enjoy the night starry sky that brought a smile to my face cause what I know, Unforgettable , is watching over me.

Sigh..

couldnt my life get any worse?

I seriously need a time out. I know this is the part and parcel of life but come on !

all this happened in a row?

isnt it a lil too pushy for a <18>

i know that all these came from me.

whatever that reaches my hand will eventually spoil.

No. actually real fast but come on, give me a break !

So sorry i complained a lot here but i finally felt much relieved after blogging this.

Whatever it is, time to get ready for tomorrow's test and BLAH !

screw this F***ing week ! =X

PUPPET

2010-07-31T10:22:00.000-07:00

i felt like i have strings attached to me. yes. wherever i go. sigh..

life has been very miserable. when can i escape from all these misery?

please release me.

i need to breath.

i don't want to take notice or put so much thought on the miseries u gave me while i have my own huge issue with me.

i could be mean but u guys using me on getting others is just ridiculous.

set me free please !

Dear Guardian Angel, U might listen to all the nonsense by some nonsensical and being the 'black bird' that pecks and chirp like a witch but just remember,

DON'T GIVE UP WHEN OTHERS NEVER GIVES UP ON YOU.

unforgettable, i'm hoping the strength from u. =')

Can't Sleep

2010-07-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging from my bed since i couldnt shut my eyes. And tomorrow i have to be awake by 8.

I dont feel right. Many to worry and have to take to consideration. Money, studies, Health, Family.

unforgettable, i'm glad u came to visit me and gave me what i have been missing after u're gone.=)

but all i hope that all of us could stand as one. never to be separated again.

STAY STRONG. ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH. BELIEVE

UNI LIFE

2010-07-10T06:12:00.000-07:00

yes ! i'm back ! first of all, i want to say.. I LOVE U KLANG !! you must wanna know why, of all places, i love klang? it's because of the 'jail' life , i mean uni life which practically locked me up in the campus completely.

ORIENTATION(week 1)

Nuffsaid, orientation started really lame. But as it goes on, I actually enjoyed it. Well, it's a start of a new life, i meant a new educational state. =.= crazily, my batch intake was 1200. believe that? that's like Damn ! but we Chinese is the minority. friends of mine, you do know why I'm upset with that fact right?

Back to orientation. From day one till day 6,( from Saturday all the way till Friday )was pretty exhausting. waking up everyday at 545 am just to assemble at 615 am. and for this @#$%^* orientation, i missed Beast Showcase in KL Live which is just few kilometers away from campus T.T

And during the orientation, they prepared lots of activities that were really... speechless. Everywhere we went, speech speech speech. Talks , talks and more talks. Our butts suffered you know that? The only nice thing was just the Nike KL run where they LEND 200 pairs of their latest sport shoes for a test run. come on, just give it away ! And also knowing few awesome people.

But after all this thingi we'll walked all the way back to our apartment. speaking of apartment, let me elaborate for you how my room looks like. for every room, it has another 2 mini rooms that fits 2 person each. So i have a wonderful roommate named Elaine and two house mate named Sue San and Jessica. Sue is the hot topic in our batch now. ^^

back to my room. WORST OF ALL, THERE IS NO TELEVISION = No Entertainment.

The hall is so empty that we really rot in our room. sigh.

I miss Klang seriously and if there's any chance we could bring a pet there, I'll bring lil' Snowy. my white 'prince' and i wont be bored no more. =)

week 2: introduction classes

This week was even worse. woke up at 6am and I'm bathing cold freezing water. I know i complained much but I'm a human though>warm blooded you see. cold water in the morning can cause huge problem : fever.

then, prepared my not-so-heavy breakfast and get ready for class where i be there by foot. and brilliantly, as always, i slept again in class. hehehe ! and surprisingly, not during Physics class, the first class of the day after waking up at 6 am where only lectures and no brain storming. huge surprise ! well, just for me i guess. okay, let me talk about my lecturers. my Physics lecturer. he's fine seriously. a nice man always with his 'fishing vest' as quoted by many seniors but one thing , he don't even know what is he teaching ! u see that? for example; when he teaches Significant figures , he goes :" err... the zero in front err.. not important but the zero behind is errr... important ! ah ~ " and when he does a mistake he'll just : "err... YA KAH? oh.. i test u saje.." and he always with his monotone lecture, how am i suppose to survive ? my goodness. okay jumping over to my English lecturer. i must say, he's a very good teacher. Luckily Uniten is smart enough to provide good teachers and appropriate teacher to teach the English language or not we can just fail our paper. But again, Mr Gerald is the best English teacher i ever had. =)then, my Maths teacher( which the subject is known as Introduction to Calculus) was good. She can teach well, explain well and bla bla, you compose it.

But me, for being well known in my high school life as the sleeping queen, I slept in her class on the first day itself ! spare me ! tee hee XD . But coming over to my Physics Lab lecturer is a very cute little miss . Yes she is. She reminds me of Pn Salehah who teached me Science before when i was Form 3. wait a minute, my lecturer is also named Salihah. wow ~! 'dejavu'? Last but not least, my Computing Skills lecturer, known as Mr Alan which really reminds me of Mr Gerald. they have the same teaching skills. You can laugh during class and all but remember never to mess with him on any circumstances.

...

Normally after class, i'll be back to the room sleeping or normally head to Up10 (a food court in campus, great food though) to hang out with a new clique.

but on week 2 , I joined sis and SY to Midvalley ^^ and i felt like i just escaped out of jail.

we shopped and ate sushi !! ~_~

week 3: official classes

same as the week before just that it's more exhausting and confusing due to all the stress provided by tutors. Unfortunately for my class, we have the same lecturer for our Physics. I can now bid farewell to my Physics. T-T

week 4 will be this week and i'll be having quizzes which is 10% of my finals. OH NO !
so wish me luck !

Stress is caused by being 'here' but wanting to be 'there."' ~Eckhart Tolle

stay strong, Angel of mine and always keep the faith. Love you =)

Encounter

2010-06-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

The Encounter Moments..

#1 at the mall

last Sunday, went Aeon Bukit Tinggi because Dad was in a good mood.^^

he says I'm allowed to shop for my Uni stuff with Mum and i did.

While looking around at the jeans corner, YK spotted a friend and he thought was JH's friend and when i saw that person, i went blank.

The next moment, i went jumping towards that friend like a monkey hugging her.

At first, i didnt quite notice her. First i noticed the one beside her, it was Subarthy.

and when i switched my glance, it turned up to be Tharshiini!!

And in the middle of the aisle, the Dukudu and I was jumping like monkeys hugging each other and Mum got shocked looking at me behaving such. hehe XP

#2 at the Brickfield's temple.

as my previous post, i went to the Brickfield's temple with my family.

then i got to visit from stalls to stalls.

And there's this one stall which i have know idea about.

I just stood there and all of a sudden, an old man came from behind me and asked,

" want to donate your organs?"

and i was like *eyes wide open*

*smiles* "oh, it's okay. No thanks." *walks away*

OMG. As much as i want to do charity, let me complete my life or till i'm completely 18 to make my mind for organ donation. XP

#3 at the bank

Yesterday, half way after Jing yee invited me for lunch, Mum called up for me to go to the bank to open an account for study loan.

*sorry Jing*

After the whole process before waiting for my ATM card, i was asked to deposit a note of RM 50 into my account and so i did.

Then there was a man who helped me. Turned up that man has a daughter at my age who is still rotting at home like me.

Then, Mum chat with him quite sometime. Basically on education. >.<

And my card came, and the generous man taught me on how to use it.

I was thankful for an extra hand.

Thank you very much, generous uncle. =)

# at KP's washroom

today, went to KP with Chris, aunt and grandma. because 3 of them wanna have their haircut session. So i went there to watch and sit. >.<

After Grandma finish her cut, she wants to go to the washroom.

So, i played my role to accompany her.

And the first thing i wanna do in the washroom is "mirror........"

and so i did. Grandma was far behind when i entered the washroom.

So i looked at the mirror. and a glance to my right, JUST A GLANCE !

I noticed a back of a person standing facing the wall

In a glimpse of 0.2 seconds, i thought, "shouldnt that be a male?"

And YES ! OMG. I turned behind and saw the Female signboard on the other entrance.

Just then I found out I"M IN MALE TOILET !! OMG !

I ran out and OMG (again) , I bumped to a not-bad-looking guy.

Oh shitty shit ! the MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT OF MY ENTIRE LIFE !

despite dancing shyok sendiri or saying hi to a friend that dont even realise.

EEKS....!! >.<

# 5 at 2L

After KP, aunt went to the boutique 2L to get her outfit cause she's going to Korea this Saturday.

*JEALOUS*

I went there to see if there's anything i can purchase.

While i was looking and 'analysing' the area, the sales assistant came up to me asking if there's anything that i want.

i just told her that it's okay and i'll look at my own.

Then she praised my hair of being so nice and stuff and down came asking me what i want.

so to avoid awkwardness i just 'layan' her and see what can i get.

practically she's just stalking me.

(yes i know u are suppose to do your job but give me a choice)

Then i picked out the formal tee she suggested and tried on.

it's nice but WAIT.

EVERYTHING there is NICE but NO $$$

The formal tee i tried has thing lil' holes that exposed my inner gourment and that she adjusted for me and keep touching the sides of my blossoms.

Gosh.. that was freaking awkward.

i know we are girls but i have my own individual thoughts u see.

After making my choice on what to buy, she still keep persuading me to buy this and that.

and when i smile sweetly and said it's okay and she goes

"bu yong jing la.. hen mei de"

(nevermind la.. very nice one..)

then when i said "it's okay. wo bu yao" (i dont want)

and she'll go

"yer.. ni hen huai dan de lo"

(yer.. you very naughty one lo..)

=.="

GOODNESS !!

but, anyhow..I got a formal tee and a formal pants thanks to my aunt, Aunt Julie .

Thank you very much !!!! =DDDD

THE END

A Long Day

2010-05-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

BUT A SHORT POST.

Lots to blog, but the mood don't seems to be there due to some stupid self emotional issue.

Stupid me.

Morning, 7am wake up, bath, breakfast, head to Subang to Sunway Pyramid.

Reached, waited with mum and YS for YK in exam hall.

10++, went to get movie ticket (Shrek 3d, funny but not worth it for 3d) and then went shopping with YS.

12++, Dad came with surprise and brings us for lunch. everybody rushes.

YS and I for movie, YK, exam hall, Daddy get medicines in car, Mummy ??? ^^

3++, finished movie, great laugh.

Back to Mum and Dad, Dad wanna watch movie "Robin Hood"

Great movie, but i have to admit, i slept 3 times in the cinema. AGAIN

reason, slept at 3 last night, woke up at 7 and walks endlessly in SP and my second movie of the day.

BUT my first movie with Daddy ALONE ^^, =)

6++, movie finished. Back to Mum and YS. waits for YK.

Went window shopping with Mum and YS.

7++, returns to Dad.

Waits for YK to complete task.

8, YK finished and we 'check out'. Super Crowded.

9++, dinner.

10++, home, feed dogs, clean area.

11++, online.

Now blogging.

THE END.

will update this whole post soon. really have loads to blog.

p/s: YS=Yan Sheng, YK=Yan Keat( my brothers)

WESAK DAY

2010-05-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

As titled, today is Wesak's Day , which in Malaysia for the Chinese and Indians is Bhuddha's birthday. Actually the day started off freaky. The night before , I have to sleep alone cause sis didnt return from uni due to camp and grandma tags cousin along to PD.

The next morning, which is way early in the morning bout 7a.m , heard a loud bang on the wall and Snowy( my dog) barking loudly. which totally woke me up. And sooner i found out police was outside. What happened? A burglary happened to my neighbour and still freaked me off till now.

Surprisingly, for this case Snowy receive praises from the neighbour of its craziness on strangers.

Let me introduce to you Snowball aka Snowy.

The once cute, vulnerable , quiet, and obedient , sweet little puppy.

AND TODAY....

The fox-ie dog which is always alert, noisy, dislike strangers , mischievious , rebellious and CRAZY.

BUT, I LOVE HIM.=) ♥

*most of my friends and relatives dislike him. he's just unknown to anyone. that's why he barks a lot. ^^

In the afternoon, Dad and Mum plans to bring us to this temple at Brickfields where Daddy havent been there for like 12 ++ years. Awww... back to memory lane.

DEWAN ASOKA. It's a hall where our PM came in the morning and i missed it.

pfft.

a 'Dharma' carol was going on there.

after the visit to the temple went to Sunway Pyramid to check out the Convention Centre for brother's purpose and on the way back caught this picture>> indicating ONE WAY.

THE LATEST HOT BOYBAND IN KPOP

NIGHT

After the afternoon process, went back home and take a short rest and freshen up ourselves since it was like super HOT today.

For dinner for Dad's "on" mood, we went for SUSHI^^

WOW... MMMMM~

The power of Wasabi.

Let me describe, cause I've tried it.

First, you chew it with your sushi. Then when your tongue touch the taste of the wasabi, you'll feel the spiciness of it.

WAIT! THERE"S MORE.

Then, here it came, the overwhelming 'pain' in your nose running up to your eyes till you teared then you HAVE to pinch your nose, bear it let it slowly subsidised and WALAH!

THE POWER OF WASABI

Cawa Musshi? Ok i forgot the name XP

Sushi with u know the mini octopus?

mmm~ salmon sushi

dip it with the sweet sauce

and some wasabi. OMG! even that little gives me horror!

the art of sushi

last but not least, California roll, which i cant really stuff in anymore.

just found out that sushi can really stuff me up so fast.

That's all for now.

Oh, Oh, wait !

American Idol season 9 Finale Results show was SPECTACULAR. It brings me down back to memory lane with the appearance of so many legendary stars such as BEEGEES especially Vince Melouney, Christina Agueleira, Janet Jackson which reminds me so much of MJ and many more. Only get to watch today cause I don't have Astro. Pfft. But still , enjoyed !

THE END

22.5.10

2010-05-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

On this very date is the birthday of a special girl called Joanne Low Mei Teng.

And on this day we, which includes birthday girl, JY(Jing Yee), JH(Jia Hui), an alien(unknown species) and I went to The Curve. We sat in 'the alien' spaceship called Honda Civic.

Session 1 TGIF

Our first session which is our dinner was at TGI's Friday. it's our last option cause we've been circling The Curve 'pasar malam' for a few rounds to make our choice and certain restaurants takes a long time for the booking for just a table. The quote "pasar malam" for the stalls along the restaurants was by some alien who just landed at malaysia according to birthday girl. ^^

At TGIF we made our decision on the choice of food quite long cause the name is so weird. i guess. Then we girls started to cam whoring before food and after the food are served.

But before anything are served, a waitress come with few tissues and placed on each of our table and Alien asked the waitress, "this tissues are for what ah?". As usual Alien with his Alien-ness. ~_~

Mr Alien was looking so excited watching Football on the TV, in addition of scanning woman around the corner. Perhaps his 'planet' doesn't have chicks and football. LOL ^^

#shot 1: JY and me

We actually planned to burst out the manager that we have a birthday girl with us, BUT Joanne(short term Jo) said that it will be SUPER embarrassing for us and definitely we too. Therefore, we put our plan off. Sad. =S

#shot 2: i swear but crossed my finger XP

#shot 3: great drink

the 4 people drinks: the one with strawberry is b'day girl's, blue is JH's, green is JY's, and plain yellow is apple juice. Alien's one.

Birthday girl enjoying the yummy ice blended =)

#shot 4: my lovely Mac & cheese, ^^

#shot 5:MMMMMMMMM~

Presenting *drumrolls* Mac and cheese (First that came;appetizer; snack)

first dish that came: VIP speciality for B'day girl,Joanne

Then came JY's food: fish and chips

Then it was JH's meal: Mac & Cheese pasta.

comment: very cheesy~ seriously..

Then came Alien's food: Grilled salmon. it's actually tasty, but as an alien, he forget about the lemon. So his comment was *gag*

The best for the last.

mine came last, drinks and food. my stupid mango juice came last and that's why it's not with the 4 people's drinks.

and my food came last too and all of them were drooling over my food^^

Alien who refused the food.

Session 2 THE LIBRARY

After TGIF we went to The Library for our second session: DRINKING !!

We went there to drink but Mr Alien here sticks with his Apple juice. And insisting of me being
underaged.
.

introducing Mr Alien with his ' no pictures please '

we cheers and he..

with his apple juice AGAIN!

u should what species is this: the paiseh species

Picture moments with birthday girls and again cam-whoring.

Bday girl and me

Bday girl and JH

Bday girl and her cousin JY

Mr shy and b'day girl

b'day girl, me and JH

#shot 6: yeah baby! i'm ready for a drink !

JY with her HOEGARDEN. which is like the best among the seven beers.

The girls

The seven exciting beer

#shot 7: cheers !

But the best drinker of the day, JH and JY.

#last shot: Groupie.. with a weird 'alien'

3rd plan, Balik rumah.

Alien decides to "fly" his spaceship in a high speed which nearly caused me a heart attack while the rest stay cool. and how was that so?? *wonder*

and the highest speed: 190 km/hr.

OMG!

Reached home safely but enjoyed the entire night due to certain event. ^^

I put off some story for the laziness in me but hope the pictures will tell the rest of it.=)

That's all for now.

Secretly, Jaelynn.♥

nolstagia

2010-05-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

23rd March 2009, the day Grandpa left me without any notice at all. received a call and that's it. and till now i still regret over the little time i spend with him. it was the greatest lost in my life because he was the closest, the one i loved most and definitely the one i really heart most till now. nothing will change that fact. Grandpa will always be my 'unforgettable'.~

3rd February 2010, Aunt Vicky left this complicated world also without leaving any last words to anyone but she's been a great aunt to me in every way she could.Aunt Vicky, thank you for all the help you gave and all the love you've shared.

3rd May 2010, Uncle Francis aka Uncle Frank also left this world unexpectedly leaving his two innocent and still very young kids. and left us all surprised with no words that we can say.

All of these are really a sudden thing that is hard to accept though everyone has their own destiny. and that is called FATE.

Today when i stepped in Uncle Frank's house, i again felt the same feeling during Grandpa's and Aunt Vicky's funeral. It was a sharp blow in the heart that one could not bear. It was really sad seeing Uncle Frank's wife hide all her sorrow. If the expression now shows everything then i don't think so. Sigh..

On Grandpa's cremation day, I broke down terribly. I kneeled down, facing the floor,eyes filled with tears,unable to face the truth in front of me. I've finally realised i just lost the one that gave me so much hope when i'm down and lost the one that always comfort me and always be there for me when i was in need of love and compassion. But if i were to ask myself, did i gave him everything that he asked, even if a small matter, like just spare some time with him ; i don't think i did and that's how terrible i felt. The regrets and the lost i felt. dot dot dot.

But on that day, someone, a woman stood strong beside me and said

"kong kong now is up there already in a better place. he'll be happy there. don't cry already. he'll see you from up there. he wants to see you happy. don't cry already, ok? just be strong."

Yes, she said that. and the woman who gave me the strength was none other than Uncle Frank's wife. She held me tight by my shoulder comforting me and convinced me to move on.

Today i hope i could provide her the same comfort she gave to me on that horrible day. The same words i would like to say to her. the same spirit and moral support she gave.

To Uncle's Frank's wife

"Uncle Frank is also up there already with Kong Kong. In a better place. He'll be happy there. he'll see you from up there. he wants to see you happy. don't cry already ok? just be strong."

Before i leave the funeral today, Auntie Chin hugged me tight and tell me

" Spend more time with your daddy k. Appreciate the time you have. More family time, okay?"

Yes, FAMILY TIME, i will. and Yes, people. Appreciate your family, they might not be perfect but deep down every family have their own uniqueness. Dig it, check it, feel it, appreciate it. =)

BYE BYE

This is for my people's who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high, we will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people's who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying, “I miss you”
But when we talked too

All them grown full things separation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong that you can make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

This is for my people's who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high, we will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people's who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye, bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by

And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

By Mariah Carey

MELAKA TRIP

2010-04-23T09:19:00.001-07:00

Yes. It's Melaka. The historical city. Well this trip was only with my cousins and of course my uncle and aunts. This trip was planned since my cousins from New Zealand are going back soon. It's soon going to be a month since they came to Malaysia. Back to it the trip, we kicked off our journey at 6.30am to 7am I guess. But what is really tiring is that I've been sleeping late like really late about 430 in the morning since tuesday. Don't ask why and for the trip i was asked to prepare by 6. and no i didn't because i missed my phone alarm. And for that i was rushing like a mad cow because i woke up at 6 when my cousin called. But lucky enough i was prepared.

Along the jourrney, Anna, Gary(my cousins) and I sat in a car and the rest sat in the other car and the three of us dozed off to sleep because we ARE REALLY SLEEPY. I think when we're at the highway reaching soon Seremban we heard a loud sound which sounds like a hit on the car. We pulled over the side and found out the tyre was punctured *thinking of the Subang incident where Jing's car tyre was flat*. But this was worse. You can't pump air into it anymore. We took about 45 minutes to put on a spare tyre with all the gigantic lorries passed by us. It was really scary. But we managed it. And that moment was like only 8am. DO YOU FREAKING KNOW HOW EARLY IS THAT?!

We finally reached Melaka and change to a proper tyre. Apparently a huge nail look-alike poked into the tyre(thank you road workers).BUT STILL we went on with our so called expedition. We went to Jonker Street and we walked like for hours. For starter, we had chicken rice balls. And I'm telling you, the 'pei cham kai'(white chicken)..... Gosh the skin~ tempting right?

After the meal, we went to take lots of picture. And as usual my vain cousin Anna took lots of picture too, But with me too=)

And what really made me excited was the tourists. There are people from Korea, Japan, America, Australia,etc. In just one day i get to see various tourists. And there is this one time i visit the temple there were Koreans and Japanese praying there. Wow. i was really amazed.

Then, we went to a mall there. And there's a funny incident there. There's the young boy which i don't know belong from which country try to come in the mall. As you all know the mall gate is opaned automatically but what funny is this guy try to open it with his hand and all of the sudden the gate slide open when someone just stand right up front. We were all laughing at him and he was so embarrassed. But when he came in, He gave this look of " hey,I'm cool". Dude, You just embarrassed yourself and you're giving that look? LOL

But after the short walk at the mall, we continued for souvenirs and WALKED ALL OVER Jonker Street. It was really exhausting. But when we reached at a place which i don't know what it is called but I know it is near at the Christ Church. Red.fm was there. And we played a game to win some merchandise but of course we have to answer the questions. What funny is my cousins and I don't really listen to them and they gave us question relating to the radio station. All i know that Red.fm frequency at Klang Valley is 100.1. Wait am I right?

But anyways, Anna, Adeline and I got 2 t-shirts from Red.fm and a CD(Red.fm late night love songs). While the 2 'kayu's' , Gary and Andrew got nothing.

Adeline answered the question first and her question was: what is the colour of their radio station?-RED

Mine: who starred in Shutter Island?- Leornado DiCaprio

Anna:Whre is the FIFA World Cup held?- South Africa

Anna was excited to answer that cause she's a soccer freak!

After the REALLY LONG WALK, we went for our next meal, which again i don't know where. But i tasted the NoNya Laksa which really taste awesome. But the Baba chendol wasn't that really nice to me.

Oh, I forgot to put the Important detail here. THE WEATHER WAS REALLY VERY HOT!!!!!!

We were all suffering from the terrible gaze of sunshine. And for that my 5th aunt( Anna's mum) wanted to leave earlier.

So we left around 5 from Melaka and Reached home safely around 630pm.

Now that was an awesome trip. we got lots of picture but i couldn't upload it for now. And I'm sorry for that. But anyhow, that's all for the trip. Signing out.

cancerific words

2010-04-22T09:10:00.000-07:00

Today I watched E!news- THS: Farrah Fawcett. and it was a heartbreaking article about her. although her death news was at the same time with Michael Jackson, I now only realised that she was a true fighter against cancer, which I honoured. To sum it up, this is the article that I could get about her.

Cancer

Fawcett was diagnosed with anal cancer in 2006,^[36] and began treatment, including chemotherapy and surgery.^[37] Four months later, on her 60th birthday, the Associated Press wire service reported that Fawcett was, at that point, cancer free.^[38]

Less than four months later, in May 2007, Fawcett brought a small digital video camera to document a doctor's office visit. There, she was told a malignant polyp was found where she had been treated for the initial cancer. Doctors contemplated whether to implant a radiation seeder (which differs from conventional radiation and is used to treat other types of cancer).^[39] Fawcett's U.S. doctors told her that she would require a colostomy.^[40] Instead, Fawcett traveled to Germany for treatments described variously in the press as "holistic",^[41] "aggressive",^[42] and "alternative".^[43] There, Dr. Ursula Jacob prescribed a treatment including surgery to remove the anal tumor, and a course of perfusion and embolization for her liver cancer by Doctors Claus Kiehling and Thomas Vogl in Germany, and chemotherapy back in Fawcett's home town of Los Angeles. Although initially the tumors were regressing, their reappearance a few months later necessitated a new course, this time including laser ablation therapy and chemoembolization.^[10] Aided by friend Alana Stewart, Fawcett documented her battle with the disease.^[40]

In early April 2009, Fawcett, back in the United States, was rushed to a hospital, reportedly unconscious and in critical condition.^[44]^[45] Subsequent reports, however, indicated that the severity of her condition was not as dire as first reported.^[46] On April 6, the Associated Press reported that her cancer had metastasized to her liver. Fawcett had learned of this development in May 2007 and her subsequent treatments in Germany had targeted this as well. The report denied that she was unconscious, and explained that the reason for Fawcett's hospitalization was not her cancer but a painful abdominal hematoma that had been the result of a minor procedure, according to the Los Angeles cancer specialist treating Fawcett, Dr. Lawrence Piro. Her spokesperson emphasized she was not "at death's door", adding "She remains in good spirits with her usual sense of humor ... She's been in great shape her whole life and has an incredible resolve and an incredible resilience."^[46] Three days later, on April 9, Fawcett was released from the hospital, picked up by longtime companion O'Neal, and, according to her doctor, was "walking and in great spirits and looking forward to celebrating Easter at home."^[47]

A month later, on May 7, Fawcett was reported as critically ill, with Ryan O'Neal quoted as saying she now spends her days at home, on an IV, often asleep.^[48] The Los Angeles Times reported Fawcett was in the last stages of her cancer and had the chance to see her son Redmond in April 2009, although shackled and under supervision, as he was then incarcerated, Fawcett seemed not to notice. Her 91-year-old father, James Fawcett, flew out to Los Angeles to visit.

Her doctor, Lawrence Piro, and Fawcett's friend and Angels co-star Kate Jackson—a breast cancer survivor—appeared together on The Today Show dispelling tabloid-fueled rumors, including suggestions Fawcett had ever been in a coma, had ever reached 86 pounds, and had ever given up her fight against the disease or lost the will to live. Jackson decried such fabrications, saying they "really do hurt a human being and a person like Farrah." Piro recalled when it became necessary for Fawcett to undergo treatments that would cause her to lose her hair, acknowledging "Farrah probably has the most famous hair in the world", but also that it is not a trivial matter for any cancer patient, whose hair "affects [one's] whole sense of who [they] are". Of the documentary, Jackson averred Fawcett "didn't do this to show that 'she' is unique, she did it to show that we are all unique ... (T)his was ... meant to be a gift to others to help and inspire them."^[49]

The two-hour documentary Farrah's Story, which was filmed by Fawcett and friend Alana Stewart, aired on NBC on May 15, 2009.^[48] The documentary was watched by nearly nine million people at its premiere airing^[50], and it was re-aired on the broadcast network's cable stations MSNBC, Bravo and Oxygen. Fawcett earned her fourth Emmy nomination posthumously on July 16, 2009, as producer of Farrah's Story.^[51] The winner of the Emmy for Outstanding Nonfiction Special, announced September 12, 2009, was the History Channel production 102 Minutes That Changed America, an eyewitness-video look at the events of September 11, 2001.

Controversy surrounded the aired version of the documentary, with her initial producing partner, who had worked with her on Chasing Farrah, alleging O'Neal's and Stewart's editing of the program was not in keeping with Fawcett's wishes to more thoroughly explore rare types of cancers such as her own and alternative methods of treatment. He was especially critical of scenes showing Fawcett's son visiting her for the last time, in shackles, while she was nearly unconscious in bed. Fawcett had generally kept her son out of the media, and his appearances are minimal in her reality series Chasing Farrah, which was filmed four years earlier.

Death

Fawcett died at approximately 9:28 a.m., PDT^[52]^[53] on June 25, 2009, in the intensive care unit of Saint John's Health Center in Santa Monica, California, with O'Neal and Stewart by her side.^[54]^[55] A private funeral was held in Los Angeles on June 30.^[56] Fawcett's son Redmond was permitted to leave his California detention center to attend his mother's funeral, where he gave the first reading.^[57]

The night of her death, ABC aired an hour-long special episode of 20/20 featuring clips from several of Barbara Walters' past interviews with Fawcett as well as new interviews with Ryan O'Neal, Jaclyn Smith, Alana Stewart, and Dr. Lawrence Piro.^[58] Walters followed up on the story on Friday's episode of 20/20. CNN's Larry King Live planned a show exclusively about Fawcett that evening until the unexpected death of Michael Jackson several hours later caused the program to shift to cover both stories. Cher, a longtime friend of Fawcett's, and Suzanne De Passe, executive producer of Fawcett's Small Sacrifices mini-series, both paid tribute to Fawcett on the program. NBC aired a Dateline NBC special "Farrah Fawcett: The Life and Death of an Angel" the following evening, June 26, preceded by a rebroadcast of Farrah's Story in prime time.^[59] That weekend and the following week, television tributes continued. MSNBC aired back-to-back episodes of itsHeadliners and Legends episodes featuring Fawcett and Jackson. TV Land aired a mini-marathon of Charlie's Angels and Chasing Farrah episodes. E! aired Michael & Farrah: Lost Icons and the Biography Channel aired Bio Remembers: Farrah Fawcett. The documentary Farrah's Story re-aired on the Oxygen Network and MSNBC.^[60]

Larry King said of the Fawcett phenomenon,

“

TV had much more impact back in the '70s than it does today. Charlie's Angels got huge numbers every week — nothing really dominates the television landscape like that today. Maybe American Idol comes close, but now there are so many channels and so many more shows it's hard for anything to get the audience, or amount of attention, that Charlie's Angels got. Farrah was a major TV star when the medium was clearly dominant."^[61]

”

Playboy founder Hugh Hefner said "Farrah was one of the iconic beauties of our time. Her girl-next-door charm combined with stunning looks made her a star on film, TV and the printed page."^[62]

Kate Jackson said,

“

She was a selfless person who loved her family and friends with all her heart, and what a big heart it was. Farrah showed immense courage and grace throughout her illness and was an inspiration to those around her... I will remember her kindness, her cutting dry wit and, of course, her beautiful smile...when you think of Farrah, remember her smiling because that is exactly how she wanted to be remembered: smiling.^[62]

”

In March 2010, the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences caused controversy when Fawcett was excluded from the "In Memoriam" montage at the 82nd Academy Awards ceremony, along with fellow television stars Bea Arthur, Gene Barry and Ed McMahon. In addition to Ryan and Tatum O'Neal, friends and colleagues of Fawcett publicly expressed their outrage at the oversight, including actress Jane Fonda and film critic Roger Ebert.^[63] AMPAS executive director Bruce Davis cited Fawcett's recognition at the 61st Primetime Emmy Awards for her "remarkable television work," and said of all the exclusions: "There's nothing you can say to people, particularly to family members, within a day or two of the show that helps at all. They tend to be surprised and hurt, and we understand that and we're sorry for it."^[64]

She is buried at the Westwood Village Memorial Park in Los Angeles, California.^[65]

For it, I'm really impressed with her spirit. Especially when she said " I know why i was diagnosed with a cancer. God gives me this because He wants me to help others to fight this and find the cure together." That is what I was so inspired about.

But then, something happened.

A: why do you wanna watch this show?

B:don't you find it touching?

A: cancer cancer die la!

After that I just keep my mouth silent and hold back the tears. It was really a strong hit that blew me off. Even i had the chance to say out anything, i kept on smiling looking at my cellphone pretend nothing ever happened. But the Scar left was deep. And to tell YOU one thing, THAT WAS THE MEANEST THING I"VE EVER HAD FOR THE PAST 17YEARS AND 7 MONTHS I HAVE LIVED!! and 'thank you' very much!!

anyway, some word can't be read because of the colour i don't know. Just Highlight the page and u'll get to read it clearly. thanks.

p/s: if you think you're not wrong or you think you don't know anything, stop it! shut up and leave!

is it really hard to turn back time?

2010-02-26T04:34:00.000-08:00

here am i today after so long being on hiatus.am ireally losing it?the happiness??first was the sudden news that i receive unexpectedly aciate the time that have left.nd now another news that i can never escape.can man really turn back time to save everything that is broken or fix the pieces that is unsolve?throwing ppl wrning that "oops your life is going to be over??"is that possible?i dont think so.

i've promised him and i cried saying i'll never want to repeat the mistake that i have done.to appreciate the time i have left and to not waste it just like that.do i still have that chance to averturn everything that had happened?i seriously dont know.

it's look i'm worthless now.alli could do now is just to pray and wait for the outcome.

it's my birthday!!!

2009-10-04T04:56:00.000-07:00

hi!!i'm back!for after how long??i dunno but im glad im back but just for a while!!yeah!despite of all this i would like to wish everybody happy birthday,wait,i meant the october babies and definitely the librans.

now for the wrap up i wanna shout out my gratitude to my bestie for they celebrate my birthday on advance.happy happy=)weehee.and yday hanging out with my friends is so much better den wht i have to put through just morning!

omg!omg!body id aching,aching like freaking hell.stamina training as the stater of my day.damn!but as hours go by,the day definitely gone better,.went aeon bbt with family but too bad dad wasnt in.sobs...but i get to shop with mum and at last we had our dinner at Kim Gary.wow.i got 50% off because it's my birthday!!!weehee!!!i'm supposed to pay but end up it turned out to be JH tht paid for it.lol.biasa la..hahaha.(the plan of eating korean bbq during my birthday failed again..aish)okay.honestly,i've not been blogging for so long so i've got no mood to blog like so long.therefore i'm taking my leave now...annyeong!!

*yeah!!Donghae's birthday is coming!!yoohoo!!!he's my october kiddo!!15/10=)

i'm back!!!

2009-06-01T23:33:00.000-07:00

yes i'm back!!!annyeonghasaeyo!!lots of things to say but no words to write of.okay what the hell i'm crapping??gosh.missed blogging.but very lazy to type.as u know i'm on hiatus.so let me cut short and wrap up what i wanna say.

hmm...HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!to all my teachers out there and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNE BABIES!!!
4/6-Park Yoochun & Wong Suet Ying
5/6-naneun omma.mummy!!!
15/6-Lyndy Lim
16/6-June Ng
17/6-Jasmine Tham aka Mrs Parkim
18/6-jackjiahui
21/6-Kim Ryeo Wook
25/6-Loudspeaker
27/6-Deweil

omg!!okay exam ended and i totally screwed it up so badly that i stressed myself out till i shed tears.so not me.where's the old me?still searching.gosh i need help ppl!!jundu donghae??anyone??

okay no mood 4 blogging.what's wrong with me?bye.time 4 dongbang junior videos !!yahoo!!
annyeong!!mianhae 4 a short potong post.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY LEE KAH FONG

2009-04-28T01:27:00.001-07:00

29/4 / 1992

YOU'RE 17 ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry..no real picture of the birthday girl but there's picture on her husbands.after reading this post,no one can touch her hubbies!!!!!!!!

her hot blondie KIM JAEJOONG

CUTIE JAEJOONG
AH...HYUKKIEE..LEE HYUK JAE aka LEE EUNHYUK...CUTIE PIE

EUNHYUK AND HIS FUTURE BABY WITH TIFFANY PERHAPS?

TIFFANY,HAPPY SEXY 17!!!!!p/s:dont stalk me in my dream pls...

sorry~*singing sorry sorry* just a simple post but worth it!!=)

I MISS CAMP!!!!SUPER JUNIOR!!!DBSK!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-17T18:38:00.000-07:00

OK.is jia yee here!!thank you choc to update my blog.ok like when was the last time i blogged???omg!!last year???haha.im still the same old me.dont belive??i am i am.but of course grew fatter and uglier as usual.i dont stop myself frm eating.food is obsession!!now as i had the chance to come cc(though i said i will quit)but i just couldnt.there's a;ways been update frm DBSK AND SUPER JUNIOR.wth la??how am i msuppose to cut my connection with the world wide web?gahh!!

OMO!!OMO!!!SUPER JUNIOR latest mv kills me inside!!all of them were super hot!!!!!!u see??how can i resist frm going online?omg!!!!!!!Dong hae was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!HOT AH!!!!!!i tell you,i watch 100000000000000x also i wont get bored!!!omg!!!!!!!!!!!

hot sial!!!!!!!!omg!!!i freaking need the video in my phone now!!!wtf??shit i cant stop myself frm spazzing over it.kill me!!!!!!!!

okay okay.let me balance it up.i still got DBSK to spazz over too..omg!!!my Junsu is Survivor mv and live.freaking mother F***ing hot can????omg!!!why are these guys keep on burning.(if u think i'm too much in this level,just leave my blog k?i cant help it)omg!!!!!!they are like???*glimmering stars*pls save me frm melting!!omg!!

omg!!i keep on spazzing till i got no time to watch my mv.oh shit.
camp!!!oh ya ya!!!

camp??shyiok punye gila gila???pn asiah,can we like go der again??seriously!!!the facis there are sweet,nice and chun!!!!and the unexpected hapened like wht i told my mum.mummy,your daughter just got the 'peserta terbaik' title.and u know wht my mum shot me back???they choose u 4 what??you got do anything???i said no and say maybe they looking 4 jing yee but cant find cuz she was in the room resting.who knows??being the team leader doesnt mean i got do evrything nice ryte??well,maybe just my luck.haha.but anyway i miss the facis der especially tuan salih,mr woodpecker(tuan sukri),oppa firdaus,abg afiq,kak syida and kak ima.omg!!belive it or not.me and tiff cried during the fearewell.omo!!tears cant just stop frm escaping my tear glands.haha.pn nadiah and pn kamsina,i will miss u so much!o,worse part of all.i went to teroka the cave and i love the best is the Gua Kolam tujuh!!thts the best man though it's cold.o.O.i went with other teacher and not pn nadiah and when i told her the cave was syiok she reply me,"eh,sejak bila ko pergi gua?bukan kah ko pergi abseiling ngan saye?"i like =.="
cikgu,itu jing yee lar..she some more can say "ya kah??"hahaha.my gosh.i then told this to my parents and ask my parents do i look like jing yee??den my mum say no and my dad once again sarcastially scoff as usual with his thought of me and jing are tht thing.wth??my dad is being so sarcastic with me?hahah.what to do??my dad.lol.o wait wait wait.abseiling was fun even the one in charge of it.i meant the ppl are friendly too.omg!!i seriously miss camp la.though my leg is freaking itchy now and i nearly got leech suck.thank goodness no.hhaha.and i got the mudpool jackpot.thanks to tiff and zie.hahaha.o.O.there's eunhae and yoosu moment there.me likey.hahaha.jiang yee moment almost all the time.hosu seldom.sad.with tht kuat makan suching also got la.and lucky me i got joan as my team member!!yeah!!and zhe mein as my assistant.
hahaha.that's all 4 now.all hale mahatma gandhi!!the specky guy!!hahaha*reminiscing embarrassing moment*.ok.gtg!!annyeong!!

sorry 4 any spelling error.on a rush!

cassie and e.l.f

2009-03-10T09:40:00.000-07:00

Hey hey, Kah Fong is back to haunt this blog. Muahahah! Okay okay, Jia Yee asked me to blog about this la kayy.

RED & BLUE.

BLUE & RED.

Yesh. It's all red & blue which represents Cassie and E.L.F. We are proud to be one. Next, Jia Yee's obsession over Junsu.

DOPLHINS!

Her dolphin addiction.

PURPLE LINEEE! xD

Eunhyuk's wifey!

Kibum's wifey!

Okayy. I'm done.

Boooooooooo!

2009-02-05T06:31:00.000-08:00

Annyeonghaseyo! Tiffany imnida!

I am responsible for updating this blog from now on since the owner is just having problem to come online.

Now, let's start with Jaejoong's birthday post. Happy belated birthday JAEJOONGIE!
Yes, eventhough Jia Yee is not a big fan of Jaejoong, I AM!

Next, is her arhem so called 2nd best man from Super Junior, KYUHYUNNIE!
SAENGILCHUKHAHAMNIDA CHO KYUHYUN! SARANGHAMNIDA!

YUNHO's BIRTHDAY IS LIKE TOMORO!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams*

YEsh, she misses her junsu very much. and also JiYong. And Flaming Charisma Minho yo! and lastly, Donghae! Hmmm, what else?

From her point of view seeing the mnet top 100 idol, her reaction would be like this.

OMGGGGGG!! MY JIYONG IS FIRST! AND JUNSU THIRD!!!! hahahaha! all beat Tiffany's man. AND MINHO toooo! BUt my Donghae is so low. Haiz. Nvm la. Still in the list can di. Gosh.i miss my junsu. and I miss HaruHaru video! JIYONG AHHH! JUNSU!!

Yesh, that is jia yee.

Okayy, i should stop now. ANNYEONG!

Two weeks.

2009-01-17T10:08:00.000-08:00

Boo! It's Tiffany again. Hahaha. yesh, i know. Sorry okay. I can't stand looking at Jia Yee's blog. It's so dead. So, I shall update for her.

School was just bored? Annoying? Hahaha. First two weeks is horrible I tell you. But it's fun spazzing sometimes. I know how Jia Yee miss spazzing bout Dong Bang Shin Ki and Super Junior. HAHA.

Well, I shall help her do this post. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANG-IN!

New Year

2009-01-02T02:15:00.000-08:00

Okay, Tiffany here! I'm helping Jia Yee who claims herself to be Mrs. Kim Junsu, Mrs.Lee Donghae and Mrs.Choi Minho. Wait, there's one more, Mrs.G-Dragon. If she ever become one thos of I've mention above, I would become Mrs.Kim Jaejoong, Mrs.Lee Eunhyuk, or Mrs.Lee Onew (:

Okay, enough spazzing. Below is Jia Yee's message.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE ESSPECIALY MY TVXQ AND SUPER JUNIOR!

SARANGHAE OPPAS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNGMIN OPPA! SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!

&&& lastly, SUNGMINIE & EUNHYUKIE! Don't touch either of them because Sungmin belongs to Tiffany & Jing Yee while EUNHYUK BELONGS TO TIFFANY LEE KAH FONG & ONLY HER. ARASO?

Okay, I've done my job here. Bye bye! Owh wait, I must finish the post Jia Yee's style.

SARANGHAEYO TVXQ & SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: Jia Yee, I did abit of changes in your link list.

HOT HOT HOT 동방신기

2008-12-15T22:24:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG!!!!!TVXQ performed at the golden disk with the song-are you a good girl and the new version of mirotic-"i got u~under my sky" is so so so so so so so so so hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hot hot hot hot hot hot !!!!!i'm drooling over it!!! check it out!!

they are OH MY GOSH!!!friggin hot!!!!!!!!!!their moves their dance their voice.how colud i actually get over them????omg!!!i want them so so so so muchie!!!!!!!!

동방신기 사랑해!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 준수&준호!!!!

2008-12-15T21:32:00.000-08:00

introducing.....the birthday boyS(15th DECEMBER)

*DRUMROLLS*

ON THE LEFT:JUNHO.on the right??

모르겠

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!aren't my JUNSU cute cute cute???!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SO FRIGGIN CUTE!!!!!!spot which is cute cute cute cute JUNSU and hot hot hot JUNHO!!!!!!!!

anyway,sorry i can't blog earlier but i did snet the midnight birthday message that knows junsu.XDthank goodness tiff remind me bout junho.hehehe.

ANYWAY....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINSIE!!!!

just love TVXQ

2008-12-01T23:48:00.000-08:00

WATCH THIS!!!YOU WILL FALL FOR TVXQ STRAIGHT.

SOBS......NO JAEJOONG!!TIFFANY!!!!

FAMILY DINNER.WEDDING.HOT GUYS!!

2008-11-25T00:32:00.000-08:00

yeah!!i'm back blooging 4 another special dinner of my grandpa's sis' son's wededing.to shprtform it,i can consider him as my cousin.yes.his wedding.well the special stars shine on tht wonderful date which is on last saturday(22/11/08)."KOK THYE AND HUI PING"well .it's a very fun thing to see 'heng tai's being played by the 'zhi mui's and the 'heng tai's will play the 'zhi mui's back.cute,fun,and definitely tickles me.there were games where the heng tais must pick up keys from a box containing brown sugar and milo, but by using their face only.and later wear bikinis and burst the balloons by banging the other heng tais wearing bikinis too.man.ppl these days are sick!!bt they are creative.dont ya think so?? ok.ok.lets cut the crap and fly to the scene at Sheratton Hotel at Subang.damn!!oops and the groom's car is woosh!!not as cool like my ehmm TVXQ 1 car but they got a BMW BEL1.go spot the car!!lol.k.back to SJ.i was wondering around to wait 4 lyndy to arrive.met all my cousins especially the twins freak!!!lol.and i spot this super hot guy!!he looks like a japanese and i thought he's a friend of the groom but he is a..............

super damn yeng violinist!!!!!wow!!and he's a malaysian!!!yeah!!!!

and he wore this damn yeng white coat hyere!!omg!!me,tracie and my youngest ah yee,lyndy were so ..................drooling over him!!!especially when he walk in through the aisle along with the 'stars' and play the marriage melody~.ahhh...........melts....ok.over drooling here.wee.then dinner starts and he done a spectacular performance 4 us.omg!!i l0ve the part where he stood facing his back to the crowd and when he turn and start off playing with his violin!!!omg!!damn.........0..fish!!hot ah!!!!!lol...ok.i'm over drooling agin.nevermind.i still got my TVXQ and SUJU to drool over.hehe.ok...cam whoring pics again.

ok .my turn of camwhoring pics come first b4 myrelatives.XD

me and my *stoned* brother..

my camwhore sis.hehe.
me and aunt lyndy.
emo looking tracie lim..
sweet lyndy and me
happy tracie!!
retard colin till i scolded him.....

ah.there.look better.tq couzie!!

roy lookin cheezy here cuz he's drinking.u know smtg.don ask so much.underage.shhh!!!

i think tht's all 4 the dinner 4 tht day and i'm proudly to announce,i'm FAT!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!i miss TVXQ AND SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!fAMILIA

2008-11-17T22:29:00.000-08:00

OK..17TH OFF NOVEMBER.TRACIE LIM CHUI SZE!!!happy birthday!!cousie!!i'm so kind ryte to do this special post here!!hehe..anyway haapppy birthday to you again!!hope u love the ;hocus pocus' msg i sent to you.i know it's kinda lame but i at least wish ryte?HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 1ST BROTHER!!i mean the one in the middle.he's good looking ryte??tht's my friend's opinion.his name is LIM YAN KEAT.and he sometimes always get on my nerves but yeah,its ok.18TH NOVEMBER.remark.

MY HUBBIES

2008-11-17T21:51:00.000-08:00

omg omg!!!!TVXQ "wrong number" is out!!!

i know its kinda late to post it now but i cant still help myself to drool over it!gosh!!i wanna post it like last week but i just couldnt.how sad was it ryte??hahha.im glad im not the last to watch among the 5 of us.you should know who i meant.i went back home and drool in front of mum and sis and they gave me a dead shot glare.hey!!u know me ryte??hot koreans are hard to resist!!

wanna know how i drool??this is how i drool!!
OMG!!!!XIAH WAS DRIVING 'TVXQ 1' and jasmine,too bad it's not ur yoochun but my xiah!!lol!!OMG!!AND U-KNOW HOT BODY IN THE BTH TUB AND JAEJOONG RAPPING!!OMG!!!AND CHAGMIN GO 'RESET RESET!!' OMG!!I CAN DROOL ALL OVER THEM LIKE 4 A DAY!!!!OMG!!!!!!!

this video is the dance version of DBSK MIROTIC.if there's any chance,i'll ask tiff to dance this next year 4 our prefect's gathering.4 those prefect's out there you wait.and suet ying.you'll drool over them more i bet.muahahahaha!!!

i guess thts all i wanted to update.i've nothing else to update except 4 my HUBBIES..the DONG BANG JUNIOR!!!hahahaha.tiff,u heard tht??

L-O-V-E....LOVE??

2008-11-03T22:09:00.000-08:00

THIS IS SUPER JUNIOR LOVE AND

THIS IS DONG BANG SHIN KI LOVE.This 2 boy band group from korea just audit and formed up.now they live together and happy as they are now.see how loving they are .just like one family of different names.hope everyone cod treasure love as they do.

this video clip and song is what i want you to do.show me and everyone your love.=)
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he was born on the 11 of october 1935 and he was the closest to me ever since i was born.he's the man i loved the most ever present in my life.now he's already 74 and having a dull life.everything was well to him initially and now he has aged and i miss the old him of being active and forever hale and hearty.some of his younger brothers has gone up and have time with the Lord and i'm starting to scared.my family is in crisis and i'm now afraid it's too big 4 us family to bare the burden over our shoulders.i just pray that everything will go fine since my sis is also having her spm.now i should just hope my family stays forever as it now is.=)GOD BLESS US & HOME SWEET HOME!!

LOVING FAMILY IS WHAT I HAVE IN MY HEART NOW...........

crisis [updates]

2008-10-31T22:51:00.000-07:00

crisis!!crisis!!crisis!!yes im having crisis!!all kinds of crisis !!kill me man!exam crisis!financial crisis!body crisis!i'm fat!!errgh!!damn i'm pistt!!my weeks of not updating truly sucks!!what really sucked is i have bared 4 weeks without my phone which is also = 4 weeks of no TVXQ and SUPER JUNIOR.suck ryte??4 you it might be not but 4 me is yes!!
all because of the stupid chi bong bong woman!!man!!i hate her.p/s:eh you tharshiini,dont use my word"chi bong or chi bong bong!"it's my word k?hmmph!!now i really really wanna sufficate myself..

exam ends but result is in!oh man!so frust.do you know that???although some of y'all havent finsh ya exam but taking the results is even worst!ya my marks do sucks!!i dropped a lot and this friday is the "terror of report card day".parents will be coming and teachers wil crap bout us.but i know my teacher won't. teehee!

here.i wanna thank NG JING YEE aka MRS SHIM CHANGMIN aka THE GIRL WHO ALWAYS SAY "pun tang" and mention 'su' as shu' hehehe.thank you much 4 bringing me to genting and giving me so much fun!!heheh.yet i'm so sorry to make you spend so much money on me.don't worry,i will repay you on any way i can.aight??so sorry to make you feel kinda uneasy with the screams all over with the suicidal rides.promise will practise more with more roller coaster and m so gonna try flying coaster again!!woohoo!and nic!!thank you so much 4 the time around and especially the lullaby frm ya phone!and idiot kwang yaw dunno how to spare a day with nic just 2 give me that phone.pfft.chi bong bong punye budak!jing,promise will pay you back k??after i earn my money??ok??

now all i wanna say is i miss TVXQ and SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from right(up):EUN HYUK,JUNSU,RYEO WOOK.SUNG MIN,YUNHO,LEETEUK,DONG HAE,CHANGMIN,JAEJOONG,YESUNG,SIWON,HEECHUL,KIBUM,KANG IN,SHINDONG,KYUHYUN,HANKYUNG,YOOCHUN

YUNHO,JUNSU,JAEJOONG,CHANGMIN AND YOOCHUN!

ALL THESE MAN UP HERE,I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

when can i possibly get my phone back??i really miss them.im dying to hear their songs everyday .i'm one day heading to korea and migrate there!and i don't f**king care!!!!errgh!!!!now my life is goonna be korean-ish!!

b4 i blog off i will like to shout out:LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND LOVE THE MEN ABOVES.THEY ROCKS TO THE DAMN MAXIMUM!!!!

updates like after 2 weeks??

2008-10-20T23:42:00.000-07:00

you want updates??i give u updates.the main big idea is .....................................................
i'm already officially 16!!!and and and most of all!!!exam has already ended!!!!!!!woohoo!!!
and what's best is i get to watch my dong bang junior again!!yeahoo!!

ok ok...on the 2nd of october the mrs TVXQ and juvee,teng,sindee,hong,and siu gave me a surprise party at my house and i was like in my pyjamas..o so embarrassing.its a kiddish type one.tht is y i was like OMG!!their plan failed to because i woked up early to watch my SUPER JUNIOR in MAA repeat.and i was like where the hell is my phone.hahaha.talking bout my phone,i miss it so so much!!!!it's in hospital now!!buhuhuhu!!!and exam has already ended.gosh!!boredness kills me!!!but most of all i want to thank those who wished me!!THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

what more to update??hmmmm...there's actually lots but whenever i get to put my hands on the keyboard i just got blank cuz all my minjd is about DONG BANG JUNIOR.oo...exam???sucks!!turturing and damn it was suffocating!i was like so sleepy and there's one night i didnt sleep at all to practise on my acc but still i screwed up.to be frnk didnt sleep 4 a night u will be super active but at night u will go like zzzzzzzzzzzz!!try if u want!!!ngaha!!MGS ppl merdeka 1st..muahahahahahaha!!4 the others..awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..pity u guys!!lol..

now what??o o past few days lee zhuang aka hong yew(got la)he celebrated his advance birthday!!happy birthday you!!thx 4 the invitation.i went to june's house and i get to watch DONG BANG JUNIOR VIDEOS AGAIN!!YEAH!!HAPPY 4 it.it was fun and super funny.damn i didnt got update 4 a very long time d.hahaha.and his friends all is super funny.too bad i dunno their names.but to say smtg,la sallians are gays sometimes.theyb just don wan to admit it.c'mon.they play on the bed and the bed rack actually break.what they did?????hmmmmm...

o.Othis sunday i have a taekwondo competition coming up and i am gonna be the referree and it will be fun i guess??bcuz i get to practise some korean language.as usual my passion.not to say,yunho and yoochun are black belt holders.*bow bow*glad i am a taekwondo student now.hehehe.wish me luck in conducting the competition!!haik!!arastoh???

ok..thts all 4 now i guess??im seriously lazy to do all this but now i want to watch all my videos.hehehe.and tiff,always remember, dreams is always opposite reality.XD

Saengil chukka hamnida

2008-10-03T03:02:00.000-07:00

Few more hours to go and woohoo!i really hope that Xiah Junsu or Leehom could wish me.thank you so much my friends 4 the surprise yday and sorry 4 waking up early.and 2 whom that wish me 2day,it's 2mrw.but still,thx and i love you guys!and DBSK,i hope you could wish me personally.i love you DBSK 4ever!muaxxx!love and hugs and kisses!4th of oct 2008 can never leave my memories behind!saengil chukka hamnida,jia yee!woohoo!DBSK,SuJu,korea,here i come!the girl of high passion of korea is headin her way to you!!

TVXQ

2008-09-23T01:22:00.000-07:00

this is what i found in some1's blog!!omg!!so cute!!ehmm ehmm!!!

1. Yoochun is the lazy one in the group.
2. Junsu wakes everybody up in the morning with his video games.
3. Changmin is a crybaby.
4. Junsu is an uncle.
5. Yoochun is from the U.S. but was born in Korea.
6. Jaejoong is the "mom"; he cooks.
7. Yunho is the leader.
8. The house in "Ocean's 12" is the house in Miduyo.
9. Yoochun's family currently lives in Virginia.
10. Yoochun has had a lot of girlfriends.
11. They watch Korean dramas when they can/have time.
12. Junsu, Yunho, and Yoochun are all ambidextrous.
13. Jaejoong and Yoochun both dropped out of high school.
14. They both used to smoke.
15. Jaejoong wants to marry a fan- he believes that he`ll end up marrying a fan anyway.
16. Junsu wants a bright girl with a positive outlook of the world. Yoochun thinks it`s because Junsu is a negative person.
17. Yoochun doesn`t want to get married. (Junsu disagrees...he thinks that he MUST get married...)
18. Jaejoong wants 2 daughters and 1 son while Junsu wants 2 sons and 1 daughter. Yunho wants 5 sons and 20 daughters - Junsu says "Think of your wife!" and Jaejoong says "Are you trying to kill somebody?"
19. Yunho wants a girl who is assertive and has senses - someone who can guide him.
20. Changmin wants to marry someone who is girly and who will attach herself easily because he is shy and quiet.
21. Yunho`s message to his future son is "I love you".
22. Junsu thinks that dating and marriage are the same thing because he sees the girl he`s dating as his future wife. He has to like the girl that much (enough to see her as a hopefully Mrs. Kim Junsu) in order for him to date her - he doesn`t want to date just anyone. He`ll date her to a point where he wants to marry her. (Changmin agrees with him.)
23. Junsu likes to use his hand as a pillow.
24. Jaejoong made Changmin show off his body in their Hiyaya single.
25. Yunho sleeps diagonally on his bed.
26. Jaejoong was laughed at because of his puberty stage--his voice would crack and his friends would laugh at him each time he sang.
27. Yunho got rejected by a friend that he came to like. He asked her out and lit 100 candles. She told him she only wanted to be friends.
28. Junsu was suppose to debut earlier, but due to puberty...he lost his voice. He would always go and scream hoping his voice would come back.
29 Before debut, Max would make up excuses as to why he missed class. Each time it was always a relative's funeral and when he couldn't make that up he'd say something else. No one was curious because Max has a wide range of relatives. : )
30. Micky likes to sleep listening to music on his walkman. He tends to drop it, so at nighttime Junsu might get hit with a walkman or book or something. (That was when they had bunkbeds...)

and this is their english translation for their new MV MIROTIC!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!im melting soon!!!

TRANSLATIONS of MIROTIC ENGLISH VERSION.

From the start, you were sweet and simply attracted to me
You'd stay always like that, you said when you first walked up to me
All the possibilities opened up Oh~

What is love? What! right now it is Red Ocean
I'm breaking my rules again. You know it's getting boring?
You do get hurt a little bit, it's all right Oh~

* You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You can't break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

It nests in your head, the sharp stare
It's not me, my unmoving Chrome heart
This is your choice Oh~

Flowing through your veins running through you are millions of my Crystal
Finally, the end of the transformation (t/n: the end of my transformation)
This must be love? Oh~

* You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You can't break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

With a single kiss~ the day revitalizing~ a powerful pull
The second kiss, it sent a blow to your heart and it feels hot
Yeah~ I have you! You know you got it!
Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin

In your dreams i order you under my magic spell
You want to do it again, I got you~Under my skin

My devils ride, you now don't have a place to breathe
Let's have fun now that i have you~ Under my skin

* You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You can't break out, I got you~ Under my skin

You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin

omg!!!omg!!!DBSK,u got me mirotic!!!

OCTOBER BABIES

2008-09-23T00:23:00.000-07:00

although its too early to bout october but i have to cuz i won have the chance after this so here the list goes...:

4/10/2008
MRS KIM JUNSU!!!ngaha!!

5/10/2008
ONG YOKE PEI

7/10/2008
CHIN SHAH ZAN

9/10/2008
NG WEN SZE

15'10/2008
LEE DONG HAE

24/10/2008
MICHELLE TAN SHIN YI

hmmm..i guess that's all the october babies i could remember 4 now.but to the october babies out there!!happy advanced birthday.so sorry if i missed out any of u babies out there!!

last but not least,october babies,you're under my spell!!MIROTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUMOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

LOVE TVXQ AND SUPER JUNIOR!!

i got tagged!

2008-09-22T23:20:00.000-07:00

well.my turn to tag back.this tag is from tiffany.'thank you'.now i have 2 delay my time 4 my dbsk and suju's clips.damn!

Instrutions :

Never see the questions before you arrange the names
1.shim jing yee(min)
2.kim kah fong(heroin)
3.sam jung(i-know)
4.jasmine park(minnie)
5.tharshiini(the one who always make me think of eunhyuk)

1. How did you meet 1 ?
how i meet her?when dad and his heng heng!!go penang.aww..she is so cute tht time

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1 ?
of course la 10 since she's always on my side thiugh she got the disease of hitting ppl 4 no reason

3. How long have you known 4?
jasmine??to say.its from form 1 but i got close with her in form 3 when me and her were in the same class

4. How do you know number 3?
sam????see.i know her when i was form 1.i thought she was some ABC(american born english since her complexion is like so fair and she has that beautiful hair that ABC has.so i know her that way.through moral class.

5. Where's 5?
dont know.should be at home studying or at tuition or either way,disturbing usha and manja with the ppl around her.

6. A fact about number 1?
one fact about her.a very weird girl who have special attraction but she only belongs to the TVXQs so butt off!!and her weird disease.hitting ppl 4 no reason.

7. Who is 4 going out with ?
-ooooooooooooooooooo.she ah...hehehehehehehehe..of course la PARK YOOCHUN.if she dont,she'll bug me 4 him and start going stress with her studies.

8. What does 1 do for living?
-she ah??hit ppl but in the same time care 4 those like me and the mrs TVXQ.

9. Would you live with number 3 ?
-of course.shye gives me what i always want.dong saeng yah!!

10. What do you like about number 2?
- i like most bout her is she always go crazy with me when it comes to any topic especially TVXQ and SUJU.and whenever i am down i'll always happy when i see her.like i said TVXQ IS THE REASON BEHIND MY SMILE.so seeing her is like seeing them.=)

11. Do you miss number 5?
- OMG!!if i ever miss her i'll get irritated and being molest.but on the other side of me.YESS!!!!I MISS U SO MUCH THARSHIINI!!

12. Would you make out with number 4 ?
-what??!!never.even the yoosu couple disgust her.what about jiamin??crazy!!no no!!but if im a hot guy i will.cuz she's hot too.hahahah.jz jk.if i do so,she'll give me the death glare~

13. What's your opinion of number 2 ?
- her ah...she very random.and and she always appear in the right time just when i need her.she's the best mann i ever had on my side.i love her so much jz like i love chocolate!!

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5?
-my fav.too much!!but of course dancing chipmunks with her on stage this year prefects' gathering.

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out ?
-they??jaemin couple!!of course i care la.cuz they didnt ajak me.hehehehe

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5 ?
-no.thx 2 her always go to lavenya's table abd leave me all alone beside no one.only when she is interested to listen to my story 'virginity crisis'.yerr..tharshiini...hamsapp!!

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house ?
- wanted too.hahaha..wait la one day.i will.

18. Do you hang out with 3 alot ?
-yes!!!but now she head prefect d.so sad.i couldnt.wait la sam!!1 day.so lets get the junsu and yunho out k.and try to creat yunsu couple!!

19. Who have you known the longest ?
-number 1.since we're lil we know each other .what do you think??she's the one who teach me how 2 gamble.

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship ?
-they 2??.jing yee,i advise you.shuubarthy is gonna kill you and and and this tharshiini will sure molest you.trust me!!she's much more perverted .

21. How often do you talk to 1 ?
- evryday.even dad don allow me to see her cuz its like i everyday talk to her!!

22. What about 2 ?
- everyday cuz my heart is always on TVXQ and SUJU .so its like evryday la!!

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend ?
-yes!!she is my dong saeng!!

24. Would you go out on a date with number 5 ?
- no!!!i'll end up being the one being molest and get whacked and get irritated but if there's usha i will.

25. Do you dream about number 2 ?
-don remember.but i know reality is always opposite the dream

26.What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget ?
-she??giving me advise on evrything necessary i need.

27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets ?
-err...................................telling her i want to be a english teacher in korea??

28. What's 3 hobby ?
-yunnie!!

Tag more people :
who i want to tag had already tag but if can,tharshiini!

at first i dont wanna do this tag but now!!yes!!i love this tag!!

updates

2008-09-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

ok let me update myself again after tht very lost post bout me and Junsu!!gosh.hand is killing me.ok.last saturday.lots of Mid Autumn fastivel celebration was going on diff location.got the ACS school that prganised one,my neighbour house ,Tracie's house and of course my cousin,Chris's house have one too which i went to.it was super fun playing with small kids.no regrets going there and i have to overnight there.play candles with the small kids and sweat like monkey cause of the heat.have a lot of pics from there but couldnt upload here but maybe i will in my friendster.Mid Autumn festival is n0t really as fun when i was a kid but now im a grown up so u know.and this Tracie Lim tak ajak i.bagus la tu.dah tak ingat family dia.hahaha.i don mind anyway,Tracie Lim .i'm jz teasing u here!!

next i will like to tell u guys i haver finally find wht i really do after my SPM which obviously means my ambition.and promise me you wont laugh cuz most of the ppl i told they jz laugh their ass out loud including my parents.belive me or not.hahaha.my ambitoin is..........TO BE A ENGLISH TEACHER IN KOREA.which means i wanna migrate 2 korea and be a teacher there.ahhhhhhhhh.jz love it.the air of Korea.hahahaha.im now a korean freak.tell me!!hey.stop laughing.though my ambition sound ridiculous but im sticking with it .so beat it!!

bloody exam!!its postponed to october 13th which is the same date as PMR and darn it!!giving me some trouble to work during november!!bitchy!!arrgh!!although i got some extra time to study but im not pleased.freedom is late!!damn it!!gosh,sometimes i think the you-know -who tht postponed the exam will be so errgh!!bahh!!go to hell!!u guys ruined my mood.now would you excuse me.i want to go see my husbands.XD.annyeong!!kamsahamnida for reading!!!

before i leave i will like to say...

SARANG HAE TVXQ AND SUPER JUNIOR!!!

bout him and me

2008-09-14T23:39:00.000-07:00

wonder who is the him??of course its Xiah Junsu.hahahaha.my obsession!!see,when i was online with my phone i got some info bout him on net and its before he debuted and its about 100 things bout him and my life and his habit comes in a bit similar but not all.jz a bit and its fun 2 know bout it.this post will be freaking long cuz its like bout me and him. i know doing this post is kinda lame but this post is only 4 those who are interested so if u are u reead,if you're not hten nvm.lets start with my post then.

well,i know about the hundred things but i also know wht is the criteria from his mum 2 be a daughter in law.i know this is super way not me but i jz want 2 say it out here.her criteria are:a christian,know how 2 play any of the musical instrument and having an athletic body.ahhh!!!none of those condition there resemblas me.how sad ryte??nvm nvm.i'll work on it then.hahahaha.ok lets switch 2 the 100 things about him

on the left side will be bout him while the left side wil be bout me.so don get confused.but some personal stuff bout me,i don think i will state here.and and ok.the english used stated on the net me myself oso cant understand,so dont blame me of using the bad eng.ok??

1.Name:Kim Junsu aka Xiah;u know me ryte??i'm jia yee aka Jaelynn
2.D.O.B:15th December 1986;4th october 1992
3.nick names:borisu,chicken,etc.(mine are nemo,0+1 etc.)
4.bad habits:i clench my jaws a lot.(hahaha.same like me but i'm more to open my mouth and wait 4 the fly 2 get into my mouth.haha)
5.religion:christian
6.fav quote:give me all to thing i'm workin on
7.bloodtype:B;me too!!
8.height weight /shoe size:170cm,63 kg,265cm(i wont state mine here!!embarrassing)
9.family:dad,mom,hyung(junho) and me
10:school:Neung Gok MS(mid school,i guess)
11.hobbies;piano,sining,dancing,etc(some yes but mostly hearing 2 TVXQ and SUJU's songs)
12.specialities:singing ,arguing with Hyuk Jae(me?haha.arguing with tharshiini)
13.sleeping habits;using my arm as a pillow(me too!!u guys always see me sleeping in the class ryte??)
14.something good about myself:everything,i'm too perfect(he is so bhb ryte??hahaha.but me,im not)
15.what i think of myself:perfection;(i'm crazy so im not as perfect as junsu)
16.fav number:2 ;me too but i like the number 3 also
17.fav season:autumn
18fav food:almost evrything
19.least fav food:most of the things tht HyukJae eats
20.fav singer:Kangta,N'SYNC(i like kim junsu!!and also Leehom)
21.fav sport:everything especialy soccer(but the kids wont let me play with them)[i hate soccer!!i dont get the game anyway]
22.fav flower:pumpkin flower(wth is tht??)
23.fav colours:blue,purple
24.things tht i do 2 pass time:play com games(read fan fic,i hate playing com games)
25.places i go most often(excluding home):SM,school,library bookstores(tuition centre??school??)
26.most confident thing i can cook:ramen
27.songs i like these days:polaris-Kangta(TVXQ-doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?)
28.what do you prefer;coffee,milk,soda:i dont like them all but frm tht list:soda
29.most important being in my lfe:myself...(my family)
30.person i like least:HyukJae(Tharshiini!!!)
31.kinds of ppl i detest in one word:LEE.HYUK.JAE!!!!(THARSHIINI!!!!!)
32.Smtg im worried about:HyukJae keeps talking back at me.
33.wht i think i was in my past life:a prince(me??a er........)
34.if i could be reborn:a woman(y u wanna be reborn as a woman??weird..)
35.when i want 2 get married:when im married and all my life is all in order.(wht???hahah.i think he's waitng 4 me.hahah.lol.XD)
36.wht i do when i'm mad:go and beat HyukJae
37.places i want to fix on my face:im too perfect,there is ntg 2 be fix.(yes,he is indeed)
38.my dream/goal:singer.song writer,owner of a managing company
39:dream salary:1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000won
40.my least like feature:i like everything
41.smtg tht happens everyday:HyukJae steal my clothes!!
42.i like /love someone right now:NOPE!!!!
43.jinxes:none
44.smtg i could go back and do:go on the stage while singing and dancing
45.wht i most regret in my life:nbot hitting Hyukjae when i had the chance
46.if i left a will before i die:hi!HYukJae!!^o^
47.prized possesion:my cellphone(yeah me too!!)
48.wht i want to say to ppl of themselves with prince/princess syndrom:keep going on like tht and you'll die!!(yeah,you rock junsu!!)
49.my ideal mate:someone tht gives me a strong feeling
52.do you ever want to beat a small kid:only if they're like HyukJae.(ya!!kids like Tharshiini!!)
53.wht kind of kids scare you:bad kids(OMG!!those who cry a lot!!)
54.if you were 2 dye your hair,wht colour will it be:black
55.most memorable movie:titanic,armageondon
56.most memorable day during MS:fisrt day of school(days after exam i prefer)
57.if you were 2 be in a drama ,wht kind of character would you want 2 play:Hyukjae's older bro(who??)
58.when do you most not like your friend:when he talks back(ehmm,Hyukjae,ahem,Tharshiini,ahem)
59.wht do you think of guys who wear makeup:its okay as long as they dont wear a lot.
60.makeup vs no makeup on women:no makeup
61.fav book(comics included):slamdunk;i read it with Hyukjae( i prefer Doraemon junsu)
62.wht can you make with green onions and eggs:ramen(hey junsu,i can make omelette,hgaha!!)
63.country i want to visit most:France,the city of love and art(Korea,the city of TVXQ and SUJU)
64.if i could get any domestic animal:god( i want 2 name it Hyukgoo)
65.fav song to sing at karaoke:i hate singing Karaoke(but i like to sing at green box with mrs TVXQ
66.things i stress over most:my voice
67.someone i want 2 meet the most in the world:korea's first king(i want 2 meet Xiah JUnsu!!)
68.wht would you do if you found 1000 dollars on the street:i'd give it to Hyukjae,arent's im sweet??^o^(no,you sound sarcastic junsu.haha.)
70.do you belive in ghosts:yeah,no wait,i dont(but i do!!i hate it!!)
72.do you think there's a time in your life when you can be happy anywhere and anytime:YES!
73.do you sleep over at ppl's house a lot:not really
74.smtg i need right now:synthesizer,things i can compose with(total silence,my neighbbout is bothering me)
76.wht game am i best at:anything,Hyukjae always loses to me(hahah,eunhyuk!!)
77.wht would you say to someone's about to die:BYE!!(junsu is so bad!!)
78.when do you feel like cursing yourself?:when i lost an argument to HYukjae(Tharshiini)
79.wht do you do when you cant fall asleep:i just stay awake,wht can i do?(i go read Sejarah textbook!!)
80.what do you do if you were walking and you farted when it was quiet:gosh,Hyukjae tht's nasty.(OMG,junsu is so bad;yeah,tharshiini tht's nasty!)
83.foreign language i want to learn:japanese(i want to learn korean and japanese too!!)
84.my complex:my voice sounds like park kyung lim's(i sound like a toad then)
85.wht is there you want to do?:i've done everything i want,so ntg!( i gots lots of things to do but i wont list it here)
86.do you find anything wrong with ur face or personality:Nope!(i do but i dunno wht)
87.what i do when i'm stressed:beat Hyukjae(i go and disturb Usha but i'll beat tharshiini)
88.have you ever wanted to commit suicide:nope tht's bad(yes i do!!EXAMS!!)
89.what kind of teacher do you hate:any teacher's tht likes Hyukjae(any teachers who dislike Tharshiini^o^)
90.who's the person who gives you the most hopeetc:Duhkyun hyung.i miss you!!(err..Usha?)
91.what would you do if some1 grabbed your things and started running?:i'll make Hyukjae run after it 4 me.(i'll ask Tharshiini den.haha)
92.wht would you do if u saw a pervert on the street:i'm used to perverts cuz my bestfriend is one(Hyukjae,Tharshiini)
93.what i think of losers /outcasts:i hate the words(yeah Junsu!!me too!!hmmph!!)
94.-
95.are you willing to live your life to the fullest?:YES SIR!!(of cuz!!)
96.Rain ,snow,sunshine,cloudy,windy,which do you prefer:sunshine!!
97.have you ever been attracted to someone you've chatted online:no(errr...)
98.wht do you say to your friends:I'm finally done answering 100 Q's(yeah!and im finally done typing these 100Q's)
99.future plans:living life to the fullest!!(me too!)
100you've finished!how do you feel:GOOD!!~

gosh!!at last i've finished!it took me 2 days!!right.ok.fyi,the answers beside the ';' symbol and the answers in bracket is mine but certain question i didnt answer cuz i think its not necessary and i have no answer for it and some answers that Junsu stated is the same as mine so thts y.and fyi again,Hyukjae in the answers aka Eunhyuk from Super Junior and to me he resembles Tharshiini.yes she do.hahahaha.so ths all 4 now.and if you do realise its not really 100 Q's if you can spot.o.O.sorry 4 the very striking colours!!i know it hurts your eyes.me to0!

september babies...

2008-09-08T23:37:00.000-07:00

ooo!!i know its too late to say its the beginning of the month but i still wanna say...its september already!!and guess wht??its time to blog about..september babies!!!!

hmm..who first??

ok..

09/09/08
Kelvin Koh Yeow Seng

10/09/08
Regina Yeo Ciuyi

11/09/08
ah..........!!!Samantha Tew Siew Lynn aka mrs Jung Yunho!!
and also known as Head Prefect of MGS klang
Yong Geok San

15/09/08
Ng Wen Lynn

20/09/08
Samantha Tan(ex-senior of Mgs)

22/09/08
Nicole Lee(u love me ryte gurl??)

28/o9/08
Teoh Ee Von
Shin Dong Hee

29/09/08
Danny Lim Jih Yang

erm..so sorry i only got this short list of september babies.cant figure out who more.if i missed out some,im so sorry.maybe i dunno u but...i love u guys so so much!!!o 4get something.

30/09/08!!
my parents' 18th wedding anniversarry
yeah!!!
i love u pa and mummy!!muaxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!

to you september babies out there,love ya and of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

not to 4get to note that i love u TVXQ and Super Junior!!!

people around me

2008-09-07T23:30:00.000-07:00

well..ppl around me some are sweet and some are..=.="so who am i suppose 2 start 1st??
ok.lets go on with the list..

the MRS TVXQ
Jasmine Tham(Mrs Park Yoochun)
this women ah??hahahaha..she's nice sweet but when she put on a long face i dont even dare to look at her!!gosh jas,don give me tht look.give me a cute minnie look!!XD..o.Owht else i missed bout her?ok.she's random.she can be in any mood in any time.dunno how 2 say but she's really hard 2 predict.once u see her smiling and all of the sudden she'll jz swing her mood around and u must sure know where 2 hide b4 u be the victim of her death glare............~ooooooooooooooooo~scary!!but when she's happy its so nice 2 talk 2 her especially ur 'sam si' (personal problem)she's a great listener but she is strict.wht she think is logic enough 2 do only she'll agree with ya.wht i like most in her is her has u know tht 1 kind of attitude.BERPENDIRIAN TEGAS.wht is tht in eng??strong self esteem??i guess so.hahaha..o.Owant 2 know how is our past relationship like??form1 we don even know each other but form 2 we're like cat and dog but form 3 we get closer and known each other better.we help each other in studies and personal prob.thx 2each other we get straight a's ryte min??now form 4 when we get drool over TVXQ we're now like nuna and dongsaeng.hahaha..thts all i can say her 4 now!!bye micky!!oops.i mean minnie.hehehe.

Ng Jing Yee(Mrs Shim Changmin)
must be wondering y she choose max??dunno but i find him cute too.let me introdce who jing yee is.well she is one cheerful girl.yes she is.y??because she is her papa mama anak emas and thts y she's always happy but sometime she gets on my nerve when she hits me oyut of nowhere and all she does i "hehehehe" or "oops!!im sorry".as usual i'll jz smile and dont care cuz thts me.i jz cant get pissed off with my fren ryte on thier face.gosh.my heart is so soft.well.wanna know how i know her.let me tell u wht.i know her since like....7??or maybe 5??not sure but im sure we're young and cute tht tym.4 sure.hehe.and she's now one of my closest fren jz like our fathers.hoh jing yee hoh??hahahaa..whtr else can i say bout her ah??o.Ofyi.my dad and hers are like bros man!!just like us.sista!!!2gether u can call us 2,JIANG YEE!!cuz she's jing yee and im jia yee!!o.jing yee is also known as her big out laugh!!she can laugh of almost 10 acres.there's once she fall down at robyn's grndpa's house and she injured her leg and she was laughing freaking loud where ppl thought she was crying in pain.=.="gosh.jing yee is another unpredictable 1 but wht i admire her most is her attitude tht she can bomb ppl kao kao especially me.

Tiffany Lee Kah Fong(Mrs Kim jaejoong)
ah...my hyung!!!yes she's my hyung.don mistake as a guy since i call her hyung but she is my best hyung.she always update me of TVXQ and also suju!!well not 2 say she's the most random one u can mix with.she is one girl where can laugh so cute last time with kuchi rat sam.last time when form 1 and form 2 she used 2 be shorter den me half a head and now she is already like taller den me.i really regret calling ppl short last time cuz now who i used 2 call them short is now all taller den me !!sobs.so sorry.when we're form 2 we really hang out quite a lot but since form 3 we evn got closer.cuz u know we are prefect as usual pprefect is like one family though there's some rottn appl which i shouldnt mention here.wait.this is about tiff ryte?wht am i typing.ish .ok back 2 tiff.yes tff.if wouldnt of her,i wouldnt now sure of my ambition which im thinking now.thx tiff.!!thx hyung!!!if wouldnt 4 u,i'll never know TVXQ is so tht great!!!!hahahahaha..love ya!!

Samantha Tew Siew Lynn(Mrs Jung Yunho)
i guess u already know her ryte??since she's now the head prefect of MGS.but she is also the wife of U-know Yunho of TVXQ.yes she is.hahahaha.she is also known as the kuchi rat in out group.y??cuz she's the smallest among us all.hahaq.don want call her short later ppl bising.but wht's cute bout her most is her laugh.her laugh can make u laugh too.its so cute tht u couldnt resist.not 2 be left out she is also my dongsaeng,my 'qing ai de' and of course my chi mui.she's the one provide me fan fic 2 read everyday tht can plus my 'knowledge' ryte??u sendiri faham la apa i mau kata.im so proud of her man!!so small amd she's the head prefect!!wht more is she has the ability 2 be 1!!u go sam!!wanna know how we know each other??well its when form 1 we share 1 moral class and we start 2 know each other.at first i thought she was an ah mo lang cuz of her hair and extremely fair skin but turn out she's a pure chinese.unexpected eh??haha.so thts sam.

now lets go 2 all my random frens and some ppl which i hardly know them but still gonna talk bout them.

Ng Foong Chuen
my sayang.i was in thye same class with her when i was in form 1 and 2 but now we're separated bcuz we're not in the same stream but she's one of the close fren i've ever had cuz she is so loving and caring as a fren.though she is a very soft gurk but when she is pist off,u wouldnt even dare 2 talk 2 her at tht very moment if not u wnt even get 2 talk 2 her 4 2 months ryte??hahaha.thts her sotf but hard.i know it sounds wrong but thts her personality not her feature k!!oops i 4get smtg bout her.she's the best listener u can go to!!she can keep any of ur secret how long as u can as long u have the trust on her.yes.thts wht i can say bout her.

erm...Jolene Teoh??
yes her.she's a super sensitve 1.don say her la.her whole family is.but her sensitivity is good where she become caring and sweet.she's so sweet and a good fren tht u can go to 2 spill out ur problem especially when u're down.she'll give u a very supprtive advice 4 u 2 feel better.thts jolene.a caring 1.i love you my fren.

Tharshiini!!
and you!!i told you i was going 2 blog you today ryte??and here i am.hahahahaahha.bladi chipmunk!!u r so bad and naughty?!!huh!!u molested me today u idiot.but yet its not the first tym anyway!!eww!!u jerk!!ish.hahaha.but im glad 2 know this women.she's a lil like my sis.a tombot but yet super manja!!well.she's the only child i can say.of cousre she is.she is so cute u want 2 pinch her@@i still rmb my primary tym where we were so childish we molested each other.i repeat when i was in primary.but now in secondary i know this hamsap gurl whjo likes dirty and horny things jz like me.XD.shhh..i admit im a lil dirty minded but 1 tell u dirty minded ppl are those who r good in science k??blek.XD.hahahaha.so me and tharshiini now like 2 play molest molest.hahaha.till usha cant stand me no more.

Juvee and EEvon.
juvee is 1 weird but super funny woman but same 2 eevon.well they r cousins which love 2 hang out with each other jz like twins.if juvee is as tall aseevon maybe they can be considered as twins.yes they can.hahaha.and juvee use 2 be very close to me and my sis last tym where we always hang out on the phone and chat nonstop with her randomness tht made us lol!!!eevon was my sis 1st pet sis and she's a very good caring fren tht concern bout u.though she's an offender at skul but yet she is a vey good student.and i know tht.ryte eevon??=)

Loudspeaker
i wont tell who is this loudspeaker is but i;ll give u clue who this 'idiot'person is.well.he's a very 'pai sei' guy who talks so loud.well/he's 'pai sei' but talk real loud.thts y i call him loudspeaker.he ah.say don dare 1 talk face 1 face but yet on msn he craps a lot.especially with his cs.then he said he don even dare 2 talk 2 gurls or even saying hi till i dare him .he at last dare 2 say hi and even offer me sweet last friday .thts him.he's a very quiet 2 seem outside and also look cheng.but let me tell u.he's not.his voice canm reach the max of a mic!!haha.thts him

My stupid Taekwondo Instructor.
he's the reason y im blogging bout this post.he was really picking on my nerve yday in my tkd class.i was not in class 4 like 2-3 weeks cuz i was attending courses thruout the week.yday was the 1st week after a long time not returning he was jz so on purpose [picking me all the time!!memang pun sengaja!!some more say no!!our argument yday in class turn out 2 be a joke 4 the other kids there.all he do is making fun of me so i did the same too.even i was right or wrong he still make me pist off.ish.this kind of ppl is so unbearable.u know these days i was using korean words while talking 2 my frens so i get used to it.i used on him yday.i was like so pist off so i asked him.whts ur problem??(kudeibooyah!!!)he was dumfouned dunno wht 2 reply me.so he paused.i know it was my victory until he took out his finger and point 2 me and 'kanasai'.wtf??i was totally bombed yday.ok.u've must thinking how can i say like tht of him since he was my sir.but 2 tell u.he's only 17,same age as my sis and his name is Lai Foo Loong.yes.and he's a veruy bad person picking on me!!herh!!i get u now sir!!herh!!btw.sorry 4 all this condemn.wish u luck in ur spm and ur trials.

i guess im running out of time 2 blog more of ppl around me.but i'll continue this since i still have some unfinished business.hahaha.september babies next and 4 this post sorry 4 the spelling errors.i was really goung fats.hope u enjoy this post.thank you!!o.i missed out something.i got pranked 2day and thx 2 tht i was freaking emo!!!and not 2 say all thye exam stress came by and visit me.and tht prank bout junsu nearly make me cry hyungs!!sobs...heart broken but yet happy it was not the truth.though i mknow junsu got the feeling 4 tht women.well.im rteally running out of time.i'll tell more bout the prank 2mrw.chao.oops.i mean annyeong!!!

PREFECTORIAL BOARD '08/'09

2008-09-02T01:17:00.000-07:00

introducing.................................thye new prefectorial board 08/09

HEAD PREFECT
SAMANTHA TEW SIEW LYNN

ASSISTANT HEAD PREFECT 1
AJEERAH BT FARAHEEN(if i spell wrong sorry yea)

ASSISTANT HEAD PREFECT 2
NG LING WEI

SECRETARY
ATIKAH

ASSISTANT SECRETARY
JACQUELINE FONG

TREASURER
THARSHIINI!!!!(my 20 bucks le???)

ASSISTANT TREASURER
USHA SELVARAJU

HEAD OF DISCIPLINE
YEO CIUYI

ASST HEAD OF DISCIPLINE
LEE KERN YEUNG

HEAD OF ASSEMBLY
NG JING YEE

ASST HEAD OF ASSEMBLY
YONG GEOK SAN

PUBLIC RELATION OFFICER(PRO)
MICHELE SHIVAANI

HEAD OF PROBATION PREFECTS
DEBRA MARIE

so far i only rmb this.so sorry i could not post picture who are the one holding the post.anyway those who got their new post,CONGRATULATION!!!!!!!!love you guys.go prefects!!!work ur best and make this board prefects!!love you guys!!!

p/s:sorry if i spelt ur name wrongly..XD

wow~wht a day!!

2008-09-01T23:50:00.000-07:00

Merdeka had passed!!on the 31st of august.ok ryte.talking bout merdeka,walah!fun.why fun??let me tell you y.last sunday which is on the 31st of august,the interact club organise some kind of event 2 celebrate independent day.well i joined it.the event was about walking THE ENTIRE KLANG and to show our youth's spirit to the public and yes.so we did so.our journey is as follows.

FROM KLANG CLUB>>>>>MGS KLANG>>>>>DELTA HQ(AYAMAS there)>>>>>>INDIAN STREET>>>>>>>>BACK 2 KLANG CLUB!!!!

It took us about 1 1/2 hour.(wow,quite fast actually)

before the journey....................................................
MGS got a banner says"independence from sexual abuse"and yes thts true.we women want independence frm this horrible case.but the high school ppl insist our banner and wanted it cuz they got some not-really-lame "happy independence day".i dunno y they don like it and y they wanted our banner so much but wht funny is they requested our banner this way.

"WE WANT SEXUAL ABUSE,WE WANT SEXUAL ABUSE.....!"

i'm like wht??lol.they want our banner or sexual abuse???=.="

throughout the journey.................................................................
me and tiff walked together and we were listening 2 our TVXQ and SUPER JUNIOR songs and talked bout them too.LOVE it .then cars start 2 pass by us and horn at us.well,its a show of support but certain cars jz horn cuz we blocked their way.(wht kind of malaysians are u?see.even the youths are showing their spirit)then,we started walking and walking.initially not really a lot car horn at us 2 show their support but sooner we start 2 become u know,semangat.we started cheering.1st was convent with their cheers and then RZ and the most loud cheer ACS frm behind and they were super loud and they cut our line???but they were really SEMANGAT GILA.so we MGSian also put our spirit up.first niro and jess were shouting 'independence frm/against sexual abuse" den when we pass by ACS skul den they started cheer for their school name.not 2 miss out we reach our school too then i started shouting our school name.MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!super loud till my voice box can brake man but i didnt care.i continued screaming IIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEE
NNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEENCCCCCCCCCCCCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
all the school continued cheer along and we sang some patriotic songs along the journey.and when we hit the big road more supprort came by.

*horn**HORn**hhhhhhhhhhoooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnnnnnn*

and we go like WWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH!!!(u know klang ppl ryte?malaysian)

after the journey.................................
performances,food and farewell.lazy to tell.ur fault for not coming.XD

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yday was a big big thing!!!!ok well i.ve been 3 days in a row waking up early so i was extremely sleepy!!went out with my family after chemistry class.sorry 4 those tht invited me out 4 aeon.couldnt make it because err...u know my parents la.hehehe.but wait.so dad bring us go kai kai and it was raining like cats and dogs so my dad lost his way and we end up at setia alam tesco shopping centre.a very boring place but we have to walk around till the rain stop.b4 we reaached home,i was sleeping all the way in the car(don blame me, i was tired)and then my sis jz wake me up "oi!!we reached d!!"i was so scared cuz earlier my dad said he wants 2 bring me 2 a haircut!!damn!!ok skip tht.then went back home.on the way..fiuhh!!!flood man.i mean at the shophouses on the left.pity the furniture shop.all their furniture is wet.now lets go 2 the climax.my house.old house area.when i reached my old house,the tree in front of my house disappear and i tot it was the construction workers the 1 who chopped the tree down but my house was blacked out too.the condition of my house compound its like after finish world war 3 vuz it was super messy and dirty.my mum pms looking at it.then after leaving the house 4 dinner we saw all the trees were all 'teared up'..gosh!!cool man looking at it.it was really like a tornado landed my housing area but turned out 2 be tht our area was landed by typhoon.i am so chi tun.i didnt know.hahahahahahaha.don blame me i was sleeping in the car jz now.now my area is still in a mess and mpk havent clean it yet.sorry couldnt post some cool pic bout the fallen trees.wow.it was so chun!!!such a strong wind.even a 50 years old terr can be blown off by the wind,try imagine tornado.i was so worried bout my garndparents at my new house so i called them up.i even worried my dogs been blown off by the strong wind.hahaha.luckily not.good news.dad said ruby's nipple gone bigger ,stomach grow fatter.congratulation.she is pregnant.but im not really sure bout it cuz she don look like she is to me.ooooooooooooo i cant wait 4 a puppy!!!

up till the next post..bye!!

a short one II

2008-08-25T23:56:00.000-07:00

i'm back and same goes to the continuition of my 1st fiction.its kinda long but still i wanna apologise for bad grammar and some mispelt words.im in a hurry.don blame me.for those who have read my essay in school,this one will turn out a bit differnt cause i've made some changes.and its long,either read it or bit it!now.....
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she came by 2 me and placed the cup of tea on the coffee table in front of me.she sit and looked at me with her teary eyes.she sit down right in front of me but i don have the heart 2 even look at her when i saw her two children.i just kept silent staring at the surrounding and sometime i took a glance at her.later she started 2 talk.i was like a wall just listening but didnt responded.she explained everything tht happened this past ten years.i just listened but my heart was slowly breaking 2 million of pieces.thyen when she explained finish,she just cant stop apologising.i was really sad.but no matter how i didnt respond.i just put a smile on my face 2 cover my sorrow.then i took out my phone and make a call.i called one of TVXQ prince,Yoochun.few minutes later,a horn could be heard outside the house.i went out and saw yoochun waving at me

"junsu ah,c'mon!hurry up hop in."yoochun called out.

"yeah,coming~~!"i shouted.

"i guess its time 4 me to leave now."i told jaelynn and put a smile on my face.

"bye,uncle!!"the 2 lil kids waved goodbye to me.

i just waved at them while i saw jaelynn looking down looking me leave.

"junsu-ah,how was it?everything fine?"yoochun asked.

i glanced at him and gave a smile then i turned back down since i feel like im gonna break down anytime soon.

"hyung,can you fetch me to my old house.its just around here."i asked yoochun.

"arasto,kwenchanayo(ok,its ok)"yoochun agreed.

yoochun sped off and soon we reached my old house.the house was so dusty and messy.all the furnitures were covered with white cloths.i went upstair and asked yoochun 2 wait downstairs while i pack some stuff.

i entered my room and the room just the same.i squat beside my bed and took out a box under my bed.i sat on my bed and placed the box on my lap.when i opened the box,few pictures fell off and i took it and flip it.i saw the image on the picture and hot small ball cyrstal flow out of my eyes.then,jaelynn's explanation play back in my mind.

"im so sorry,junsu.sorry,i mean,Kim.i dint mean to hurt you.by the minute i open the door and saw it was you i couldnt belive my eyes it was you.i thught u had forgot me. we haven't meet for like ten years and u 've changed a lot.when i first saw u on screen i couldnt believe u but sooner i found out u've changed your name and everything of you.but i did know you wouldnt forget me.but as the time pass by your news,gossipe,rumours and especially your love conflict.you've always break up and with someone else by then.then i think with you that famous you wouldnt be with me.you've moved on.therefore i've also decide 2 take my step to move on.then,i've met this guy.the one that makes me happy as you do.slowly our love grow fonder and we've got married and born these two angels.im sorry he's not here yet.but Kim
,i'm really sorry..*sob*sob*"

that was what Jaelynn had said to me.i began to brake down.but what she said was true.with my status like this i wouldnt have happy life with her being stalked by paparatzzi everyday.so i've made up my mind.i must move on too.i cant just sit down and regret what had past.i put the pictures inside the box and placed the box away like putting away my old memories.

i ran down stairs and saw Yoochun looking at me.i look at him and smile.then i give out my dolphin laugh.right then,Yoochun know i've found my way back.

"hyung!we can leave now."i tell Yoochun.

"kuh-dei?ara.ya,ka cha.!!(really,ok.lets go.)"yoochun followed my plan.

"ok,sit back tight and relax.our journey is to begin soon."yoochun said.

Yoochun sped off with his red Porche and we head to our hotel.we stay at malaysia for couple of days before we fly off to korea for our upcoming album.the days was fun hanging out with all my TVXQ prince.althoughg i was still hurt but i know i will never forget my first lover.never ever forever.
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ok.story ended.at last i've done my very first fiction.haha.it sounded as a short one but actually a long one.my next task is to come up with my new fiction.still havent get the clear picture of the story yet but yet soon,k?anyway.have to head for my next post.annyeong!!

a short one

2008-08-25T01:09:00.001-07:00

well this is a very short fiction of mine.glad to say it was my very first one.some of y'all have seen tiff's blog how does a fiction looked like ryte??but mines will be quite diff cuz it was actually based on my school english essay hw 4 tyhe hols.so hope u enjoy.but b4 i proceed,there will be spelling error,er..some korean words in it and more things tht u might don undersatand.time is short 4 me now,so maybe i;ll do half of it first but hope u'll enjoy.=)

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i knocked on the door after ten years to fulfill my promise to meet up with her after the sudden break up tht we've been thrugh.i knocked and knocked but there's no answer,i wondered whether tht she have moved out or shift 2 somewhere else.i hope she did not cuz i've been missing her 4 years and i've been lomging 2 see her almost 4 a decade.then,the door shut opened.there stood a lady in between the age of 20 to 30 yers old.she was the same as 10 years ago and i couldnt take my eyes off her.

"hello there,can i help u,ajusshi(mr)?may i know who are u looking for?"she asked

but i didnt responded.i was too caught up with her look tht i hadnt see 4 like a century 4 me.then,she woke me up from my fantasy by calling me.

"excuse me,ajusshi.are u alright??"she asked again.i was surprised tht she couldnt recognise me.ten years back,jaelynn and i was a lovely couple till 1 day we have to braeak up bcuz my parents insisted me 2 further my studies in korea.in ten years time.i finally finished my studies but fortyunately i've joined a boy-band group named TVXQ.TVXQ now is one of the most well-known boy band in South East Asia.now tht i've got 2 see her again,ntg can be pulled out frm my mouth.

"i'm sorrry,ajusshi.but can i know who are u looking 4?"she asked me.
"u looked familiar to me"she claimed.
"oh,really?"i said.i was happy she said i looked familiar and hope tht she could recognise her as her lover.but smtg tells me she dont recognise me the way i wanted her to.

"aren't u Xiah Junsu frm TVXQ?"she proclimed.

once i heard tht sentencemy head looked down.she jz know me as the Prince of TVXQ but not her lover.i was indeed disappointed tht she didnt recognise me at all.

"yes i am.dont u recognise me,jaelynn?i'm Kim."i answered.

she looked with at me shockly as her eyes widened up.maybe it wasnt her fault tht she couldnt recognised me cuz i've changed my look,my name even my personality(hehe..hos dolphin lugh of course was one of his cutest personality.eiu khiang khiang)when i was in Koreabut i know deep down in my heart,my love towards her never changed jz like tht a deceade ago.

she welcomed me in when i admited tht i am one of the twins of TVXQ.she's afraid there willl be paparatzzi will stalk me or smtg,i went into her house.ntg changed.the couch weas still the old black cushion one and the side wall is stilll in green colour(my room condition) but slightly faded because it was a very long time since it was last painted.

suddenly i heard a scream.

"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!mummy,mummy.max bully me."a lil gurl voice could be heard frm upstairs.

i wondered who was the lil, girl screaming and who was the mum she referring it too.then.two little kids,a girl and a boy ran down frm upstairs and hugged my lover who was jz sitting in front of me.

"mummy,he bullied me." the girl pouted.
"no.she started first."the boy defend himself.
"but he hit me.."the girl complained again.
"its because u started it first."the small boy claimed.

the two kids continue argue like there was no ending.but then i realised,if those two kids called jaelynn their mum,does tht mean she is.........................

i couldnt belive my eyes .i still rmb the promise we made at the airport.the promise we made and we came into a hug.my heart was crushed into million pieces.i just cant belive tht tht she broke her promise,fall 4 another man and get married. and now she even have two kids.

i looked up at her.she seeems to know wht i was thinking.but still,she remained silent and calm her 2 kids down.she walked back towards the kitchen 2 and prepare me a cup of tea.

i looked around the house bringing back old memories of me and her in this house.but still i thought deeply,why did she break the promise?why,why?why?was it my fault??

ok.i'm running out of time.will continue the story 2mrw.so far,enjoyed??i hope i am a good author.hehe.erm,so gtg.annyeong!!!

updates

2008-08-25T00:05:00.000-07:00

looks like i havent update 4 a very long while already.well life have been quite boring,hectic and miserable.like usual.what 2 say?its always like tht.and 4 the past few weeks mum had send me 2 courses which is quite useful 2 me and whts fun bout it i got 2 explore kl and shop 4 some clothes.spending time at coronade hotel with tiff,june and lee zhuang was fun.we gpt great high class food.haha.4 stars hotel i guess or maybe five star?dunoo and don care as long as i had fun there.hehhee..bset of all the hotel was jz opposite bintang walk.sweet~!hmm..o and tht was last week sat and sun.now fast forward a bit
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last sat and sunday,went another course.this time at botanic resort club.another useful course and fun 1.food not as good as coronade hotel.i missed kl!!i miss the trainer at coronade hotel!!sigh..not 2 say i miss the food and appetizer there.wanna see how delicious is it?too bad.i cant post the pic here.go see tiff's blog and u'll know.o back 2 the last 2 days event.yeah was fun.more 2 outdoor activity and build up confidence.one thing is mum joined me in this course oso.try imagine ur mum go a class with u?but it turned out fine.she got 2 go along with tiff,june and lee zhuang.and thts whts good cuz i scared any of them will spill my dark secret 2 mum somehow so thts wht scary.hmm..wht else more?i guess thts all 4 the update.next post will be better i guess.wait.need 2 rewind.misseed out an event.
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ok.this event is about prefects pizza outing on last monday,18th august.wow.it was fun cuz we (me,tiff,jasmine,sam,ching,teng and wee)went 2 greenbox 2 scream our lungs out!!oops i mean sing.it was superb 2 find some new talents among them.some were good at screaming.ehmm i meant me cuz i sucked at singing.and most of them really can sing.mine,wee 4 example.and the best of all 4 hanging out at greenbox is watching tvxq and suju's mv!!!ahh!!!saranghae!!!gosh.quit with the excitement.the hang out turned fun and it goes on till the dusk break.so thts all 4 pizza outing event.anyway jz fyi,pizza outing was held 2 celebrate our success 4 our prefect gethering 2008.give a big applause 2 the 2008 form 4 organising board!!*applause*ehmm!!!ok fast forward again
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yday was beijing olympic closing ceremony and guess who i saw on screen my long lost obsessipn alexander leehom wang!!!omg omg!!once i heard the psaeaker said his name,i screamed the whole house.nearly got screwed by my parentds but beat it they know how pbsessed was i on him.but wht m i so pissed off with the most was the bloodyfull cameramean!!how could he be so dumb shooting those acrobatics then the artiste.grhhh!!i nearly chopped off the table when the song perfromed by him and some various artiste ended.even my sis was so afraid loking at my expression.scary me huh??now am stil pissed off of missing out 2 see him even on tyhe screen.wht 2 say i missed him 3 times in malaysia??and in my state??gosh!!how unlucky i was arent i??grhh!!!screw u idiot cameraman.

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ok thts the updates 4 the 2 weeks.err..sorry 4 the mispelt or anything.lazy wanna correct it.now i wAnna head 4 the next post and toodles!

Of being a middle person and 1 of the main side

2008-08-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

Well.i've been a mid person 4 a very long time like since form 1 n its not very nice being 1.especially between a relationship.but being 1 of da 2 main side is even worse den being da mid person.feeling cheated n betrayed is a very bad thing or not nice 2 b done like tat.especially those who hav 2 faces ppl.don even wan 2 look at dem neither facing dem n talk.some of them jz dunno how 2 admit wat they've done.DARE 2 DO,MUST DARE 2 ADMIT.tht's my advice.4 now,annyeong!=)

p/s:bazooka,stay away frm my
Junsu!

Soul killer

2008-08-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

Yes!at last i can blog back wit my phone.urghh!i seriously don understand y these day ppl will jz backstab u jz 4 their own sake?why are they so selfish?y don they jz strait 4ward 2 us rather den sabotaj us.gahh!ppl now r jz 2 much.but luckily der's still some ppl 2 make sure we don leave our comfort zone and that's y i'm still in my calm side and it will always be me and TVXQ.^^ hehe.tata.o.O.my fic,i'm still working on it.hyungs and Dong saeng ..wait ah.still workin on it.annyeong!!aza aza fighting!!

random speech

2008-08-12T00:19:00.000-07:00

well yday i blog 2 write bout a fiction and i am gonna write soon but b4 tht,i do have smtg 2 jot down b4 i started with my fic..yday smtg really bad happened 2 me and it was REALLY REALLY BAD..it got smtg 2 do with my phone which i really nearly had a mojor heart attack when tht very 'thing' happen 2 my 1 and only phone..4 wht happened,i prayed and i prayed and i want 2 THANK GOD here 4 helping me yday..4 those who r blur about wht im telling here,ask me in person..i cant tell here..too embarrassing to tell out here.

next i will like 2 say tht some ppl don have a respect 4 others.i jz dunno why certain ppl are so bad and don have humanity and to think about wht ppl feel when u tell smtg straight 2 somebody's face even u're trying 2 say indirectly.life is not a win-lose game but 2 learn how 2 play the game thts all.i hope my post here could reach 2 some1 tht i really want 2 wish to and i hope tht ppl who had already changed 2 some1 tht i don even know already will change back to the way they are.from bad 2 good is a good thing but from good 2 bad or worse 2 worst is smtg i don really like 2 see.i hope tht 'u' understand.anyway,to those who r feeling down and thinking tht no one at ur side,do rmb,u got no friends,beat it!!as long as u still have ur family and still have GOD by ur side always and forever=)

my OWN fiction with TVXQ and SUPER JUNIOR(suju)

2008-08-11T00:40:00.000-07:00

tada!!!these are the characters 4 my one ond only OWN fan fiction...introducing the characters..
the main 5 females:
me,jaelynn
minyee
tiffany
jasmine and last but not least(shorty)
hahahahahhaa..samantha

introducing the males characters...*drum rolls*

xiah kim junsu(tvxq)
kim kibum(super junior)
kim inhwan aka mini junsu or baby junsu

lee donghae(suju)
u-know jung yunho(tvxq,the leader of tvxq)
micky park yoochun(tvxq)
max shim changmin (tvxq)

han kyung aka han geng(suju)
kyu hyun(suju)
kang in(suju)
lee sungmin(suju)
ryeowook(suju)

shindong(suju)
hero kim jaejoong(tvxq)
yesung(from suju)
eunhyuk(from suju)
leeteuk(from suju,the leader)

so these are the characters together with their picture.but there will be more ppl coming up in this very special fan fiction..and and and there will be more interesting characters..aight??thts all 4 now!!

august babies!!and events.teehee

2008-08-05T00:18:00.000-07:00

ok now right up 4 august babies!!but too bad i cant put picture here to show u how the august babies looks like..

o8/o8/o8
LEE MAY YIN&
CHIN YEN YING

12/08/08
SUBARHTY

15/O8/O8
TEO CHIN CHI

16/08/08
THAN SHE REEN

31/08/08
MY UNCLE(ANAK MERDEKA!)

I WOULD LIKE 2 DEDICATE MY BIRTHDAY WISHES 2 ALL THESE AUGUST BABIES!!!

080808-OLYMPIC BEIJING!!get your sport spirit up high ppl!!

310808-MALAYSIA INDEPENDANT DAY-MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!

happy me=)

2008-08-04T00:18:00.000-07:00

im back im back!!aand its already august!!sorry 4 my very dead blog!very very sorry..
august the month where malaysia have their independency and MAA was on last sat..so sad dint get 2 go..and also i missed acmar gathering..heard it was a blast out especially when there's 2 charming guy playing their sexophone and guitar and putting on 'eye-current' 2 the girls der..sad tht i dint go..so so sad..i missed out a lot of things too 4 the past few days..how unlucky i was..errrgh!

well..not 2 4get tht the MGS 2008 form 5 seniors had finally retired except 4 the 3 heads cuz there's no new head prefect or upcoming commitee board yet.sad ryte?im seriously curious 2 know..form 5 seniors retirement day was a blast cuz it turns out well as we wanted 2 make vhinasyhah,jia hui,kok yen cry .sam made vhina and my sis,jia hui cried but kok yen not..reason made by kok yen why she's not crying was:'i don think i've stepped down the board..............and ONCE A PREFECT IS ALWAYS A PREFECT'..yes!!and i totally agree with it !!its so right!!

on the day of MAA and acmar gathering,jing yee house too have an occasion going on..it was a 4-fun party held..it was a steamboat night..as usual gurls hang out like tht,we started gossiping(cant blame ryte??GURLS)we crap,gossipe and joke a laugh till our stomach was aching!!me was high!!ngahsaha!!den spammed some1 on tht very day and tht person now is pissed off with me 4 dunno wht reason( WTF??!)BUT we all enjoyed!!and TVXQ!!love u guys so much!!no matter how down am i ,ur songs will always carve a smile on my face!!will love u guys 4 ever!!not 2 4get me love my frens so much!!!!jz suddenly in love with all o0f them!!i only mean my gurlfrens!!my gf around me r soo soo soo!!!!!!!!CARING,LOVING,CHEERFUL AND 4EVER MINES!

FRIENDS,HAPPY FRIENDSHIPDAY!!!!(1ST OF AUGUST)
I LOVE U GUYS 4EVER!!

and 4 now i dunno wht 2 say,but i love all u guys out der tht know me..mmmuaaxx!!!!
(omg,too happy till i dunno wht im crapping)nvm..i still love u guys!!

and its august,a new month..babies of august..wait..i'll blog bout u guys!!enjoy!!

MGS ANNUAL PREFECTS' GATHERING 2008

2008-07-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

yeah!!prefects' gathering has finally ended!!but i really missed it a lot!!i mean like ALOT!!it was superb..seriously!!cant blame..as i was the head of games commitee,i gotta figure few games..well..i actually didnt figure it out all on my own but i actually ask around..i went asking and chacking out on9..
checking out on9 was really a waste of time..i should hv go ask around earlier..there's 3 games and it were
1.flip and plop
this game is especially 4 the seniors 2 play..this game was suggested by brintha and this game was played at their hict camp..cool ryte??i actuall dunno wht 2 do with the winner which is aruna's group so i jz ask them 2 sing the school anthem(i was bad ryte???they r the winner but i asked them 2 sing,well..i didnt tell winner get the price ryte?hehehe...)
2.tongue twister(twist it)
this game was sugested by tiff lee kah fong ..hehe..frm the video of dbsk in the king's man parody..hahaha..cool ryte..

but this game got draggy because of a reason and now i shall explain it since ppl said it was boring..b4 the game started,the man who handles the meal was stuck in the trafffic and couldnt make it early so we hv 2 drag the game jz 2 make sure everything goes fine..sobs ..it went boring and sadly THERE'S 3 STARIANS WERE SLEEPING IN FRONT OF ME(so sad..make me feel so humiliated..)but whts good is i saw pn nabsiah smiled and laugh..thts what i liked it..this game only few ppl were sporting..david yap frm sri andalas(if im not mistaken)was very supportive..and he's the winner..poh yee was good too so she is also the winner..next was the kl ppl frm sri sentosa..well they didnt speak clearly but they were quite good..ya..and damn it tht one of the contestant dared me !!ah!!where can like tht??im the host..pfft..
3.hamster wheel

this game was sugested by chui yong and jia nee..thank you 2 so much..cuz it turn out 2 be a very funny game where ppl actually enjoyed it after the draggy...twist it.im happy tht dis game was enjoyable..hahaha..there's 3 teams which are:-
HAMTARO(a all guy group..don rmb wht skul r they but they r the winners..cheer 4 them!!),MASHIMARO(a all girl groupand they were the slowest i think..am no0t sure..haha) and last but not least PICKACHU!!pikachu was the funniest!!anything,jz watch the video!it was hell yeah entertaining!!
4.wrap up
this game was the most crowd supportive game..credits 2 eevon who suggested it 4 me..thank you so much von...
all the players were very funneh!!!there's 2 SMALL CUTE AND CHUBBY boys who actually wrapping up theirselves halfway and they jz give up at last and they jz tear all they have and went off..hahaha..den i called them and interviewed them and called them the 'MODERN UNWRAPPED MUMMY'..haha..they came frm KU anyway..then i interviewed 1 by 1..1st was may yin and sheh yee's group..they were frm HOSPITAL BAHAGIA but they got no own name so i went 2 the next 1 who turn out 2 be the winner which is PREGNANT MUMMY FRM THAILAND!!!woohoo!!well..everybody was impressed with their creativity..wait..they were frm high skul and pregnant??since when did male can get pregnant?hahha...next was..err..ah...MUMMY MONSTER..i don exactly rmb where they came frm and they could have won it but too bad they prefer PREGNANT MUMMY anyway lets go 2 da next 1..SEXY MUMMY frm convent skul..hahah..why they r called sexy?cuz some parts of their body didnt got wrapped and got 'exposed' so they r called sexy mummy...hahaha..next was linda and elaine who were our ex-senior group called the 'CHEF MUMMY'..hahaha..they dunno belong frm where but thts their name cuz her hair was wrapped up like a chef..last but not least is TOILET MUMMY FRM MGS TOILET BOWL!!!hahahah..participated by joan and sam..she got wrapped up like a surgeon but there's one audience who said she belongs 2 the toilet bowl frm MGS..they were originally called surgeon mummy but turned up 2 be another 1..hahaha..hey..she actually could won cuz many MGS-ian supported them..hahaha..but too bad..'PREGNANT MUMMY' WON THE GAME...hehehe..

thts all 4 games..now coming 4 performances...ooooooooooolalalalalalalalala...love it..hehehe...i jz love dancing as alvin ..partnering with tharshiini..heheheh...some ppl tot we were gonna do rapping or smtg cuz we were in hoodie and we look like hip hopper..=.="but our performance turned up well...check it out..

alvin and the chipmunks dance 'witch doctor
haha..nice??we were so cute ryte??hhahaha..credits 2 me..i found it on9 and fall in love with this song after i watched the movie..well chipmunks rock!!this performance include me,tharshiini.jia hui(my sis),kah fong,geok san and mei yi..and we rock...mullemulleneyemmayemma..was tharshiini's dance and my sis performed it..hahaha..so funny..

this video is diff but same dance but diff dancer..watch it!!
den we hv the bangra's gurls..gosh!!it went messy when those guys went up stage..do u know whts the consequences if our teacher sees dis???omg!!but great energetic dance..thx 2 guys who support us but wht u guys did was wrong..

oops..i missed out the most cool performance..the opening performance by tharshiini and michelle..cool dance but no video..sorry..title of the song was 'bout it' frm the movie 'step up'..
hmm...wht else did i missed out..o ya..drama..rmb when nic was dancing 'low'??i actually screamed when she fell down..it looked so real!!gosh..hahaha..drama was funny cuz of brintha's lame joke...hahahaha..i guess thts all tht i could rmb 4 now..so sad after dis i coludnt go on9 anymore cuz am bnot allowed 2 use my mum's laptop anymore..thts y i didnt insert any pic frm the gathering..o sad..and im at cc now blogging and trying 2 bear the noise caused by those "lunatic' ppl!!errgh!!guess all 4 now..wait wait..according 2 xian fu's bolg..he wanted 2 know the mc's name..well..allysa lim was the 1 cracking the lame joke bout the underground rock eater and ashlea who's the famous gurl frm the drama who wants 2 be the doctor and last but not least nicole lin who had paralysis in the drama..ntg missed out ryte??den i could sign off now..

p/s:chipmunks SAID IT OUT LOUD!!!OOO EE OO AH AH TING TANG WALLA WALLA BING BANG!!

what a day?

2008-07-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

yday i log out at 230 AM and sleep at 330..cuz was chatting with my sis crappo..2day alarm rang 530 but i intend 2 wake up at 6 cuz i wasnt really awake yet..den i prepare 4 skul and attended skul...aiya..like usual but smtg scary happened..dunno whther its scary 2 u or common 2 u but its scary 2 me..well here is how it goes..i slept durng bio 4 like half an hour and when i woke up..my vision was like ttotallly blur..i repeat..total blur..*scary*gosh!!
i was like walking a 5 mins walk frm the toilet(i went and wash my eyes but it didnt work)den i walk 2 da canteen and far views jz go blur..den i went 2 my fren and dey say i need 2 go 4 an eye check up and should get a pair of specs which i don really like..den some convincing frens said it was ntg and jz because of the wrong way of me sleeeping..now im fine and happy

now comes 2 another moment of my day....mgs prefects's gathering 2008 preparation!!gosh!!i went 2 hict,klang by car pooling my fren's car,reached der,hv my lunch at food court and immediately find stuff required 4 games as i'm the head of games commitee and get my performance tee..gosh..up and down and finally get smtg good and nice and reasonable with jyee's help..thx jyee..den we head back 2 hict's auditorium and we start 2 do all the 'chaos'...haih...goodness really hv a lot of things 2 do!!preparation 2day was quite messy but da teamwork and da determination shown by our prefects are unimaginable..hehehe..so its really very hard 2 prepare all this especially the back drop..we strated our teamwork preparation at 3 and end it at 630++..luckily we manage 2 handle the backdrop prob with the stuff's help..i reached home around 10++ due 2 some transport and time management prob..and now im so damn exhausted!!!gosh!help me!!na neunn manya apaso!!now my 'battery' is so low tht i need it 2 'charge' it later till next morning..now is already 1230 and i only hv 5 more hours 2 charge but wht im doing here?blogging..ya..jz 2 update u guys..so,so long 4 now..wanna go 'charge' my 'battery'!

protest II

2008-07-17T08:55:00.000-07:00

yes,its my 2nd protest..and y i protest again?bcuz of dissatisfication..yday,my sis got tuit at hq delta..some where near ayamas..the traffic was totally 'chaos'!!and my aunt was like roaring and keep on lecturing 2 me while its not my fault tht my sis replace her tuit der..well..despite being lectured,i also attended late 2 my tuit..what a day??it wasnt my fault ryte??errgh!!being scolded of high petrol price,traffic jam like hell,and time just wasted like tht??haih..all the subsidised money don really help..ish..i jz dunno wht 2 say..like tiff always say..HOPELESS!!hope i jz can escape frm the world of burdens!!ahhhh.......................................!!!and stress is coming to me 1 step by 1 step and its ratio is bigger and bigger!!and mgs prefects' gathering is so near which is dis saturday.so wait 4 my post 4 tht and maybe next time,another protest!

interschool rally 2008

2008-07-17T08:45:00.001-07:00

interschool rallly'o8 was awesome and hot!!!!jump jump jump!!
~TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALL,TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALL!!~
I got no words 2 describe the evnt but it was reallly awesome!!praise and worship..though tht day i hv difficulties 2 go 2 the rally but i was determined to..those who missed out..nyaha!!too bad!!

10th annual interschool rally was bigger,better,and most entertaining,THE CROWD!!klang ppl rock!!!!go on klang ppl!!yeah!!

interschool rally 2008

2008-07-17T08:45:00.000-07:00

updates

2008-07-11T08:02:00.000-07:00

welcome july!!and here im back 4 blogging 4 like after few weeks ppl telling me 2 update it..and now im like so super busy and stressed up not to say don even have enuff time 2 do the things i have 2 do and things tht i want 2 do!!errgh!!STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!anybody no how 2 overcome it..well der is..watching and listening 2 my current obsession;DONG BANG SHIN KI!!!! aka TOHOSHINKI,TVXQ,TVFXQ,DONG FANG SHEN QI and lots more..

PREFECT'S BUFFET is so so so so so so so near!!HELP!!!!but its gonna be so so so GRAND!!peformance,superb!!preparation..well...boleh boleh la..but the one invited pls pls pls come!!games could be interesting but slightly out of the hook but its gonna be wild 4 performance..

omg!!!!omo!!!EXAM...............!!NEXT WEEK!!and im doing wht here?blogging..nvm nvm...since i want 2 complete my 'chores' online b4 facing the book 24/7 next week and suffer insomnia and oso memorising crazy facts!!pfftt!!kill me!!ah!!STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!goodness!!!!

ok wht else i should blog about??i have no idea..fine..deal with it..im gonna sign off and update pretty soon in about a week..tata!!annyeong!!

indian cultural day

2008-06-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

well..21st of june was indian cultural day held in mgs..so i attend it jz 2 watch my best friend perform..things went well but being some kind of 'fortunate' wasnt going fine 4 me..here's how it goes..der was lucky draw ceremony going on and i know i'll never ever got the chance 2 win it cuz i never win once b4..and i even say it out 'aiya..won be tht lucky 1 la..den suddenly'140' read by puvanes..gosh..i jz stand up and look at vhina and aruna..eh..'my number' shock but true..haha..i walked up front 2 take the price and this 'sengaja punye' puvanes went and mention my name out loud..and ppl start cheering..i dunno y dey cheer but its jz a lucky draw..honestly telling u guys..it was my 1st time wearing punjabi suit and i really looked like an indian since i have curly hair..lotsa ppl der wear make up and i don..dunno y dey wear but neh..i don like it..so..pics are as follows..me taking a pic of myself at the skul's mirror..haha..ss..but well its me..
me and my sis...she insist 2 take 1 with me..she actually have punjabi suit too..but she preferred jeeepa..

aruna dan saya..isnt she's pretty??
haha..check out samantha sia sui sui..as the first time she put on make up and wear saree!!belive it!!
hot lookin tharshiini sweating all over after performing..she's my man!!
me and poovanes..she's pretty arent she??
brintha and me..i missed her laugh..she's the who borrowed her suit 2 me..thx brend..

sad..didnt took some pic with pretty ladies der..eg:vhina,ky,subarthy,shereen,debra..der were lotsa pretty gurl and i missed out..well..nvm..der's always next tym..so long 4 now..erm..how 2 say bye in tamil???*bye!!*

3 birthdays in a row

2008-06-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

happy birthday evry1~~~!!goodness..june is a very busy month..2day which is tuesday,i have acc and my sis have chemist class near surprise..as the day 16th,17th and 18th are da dates of birth of impoortant ppl 2 me..so i plan 2 have a surprise party..well..things didnt turn up so well..the situation is not as merry as i wanted 2..but nvm..at least every1 is happy..and..some of the 1 involved in this party nearly burst out the surprise..bad bad..i planned this party earlier..invited many but showed up:me,my sis,siu siu,jyee,juvee,su ching,june,teng,and kah fong..a picture with the belated birthday gurl:16th of june(foong chuen aka june)
a picture with the main character:17th june(jasmine aka mine mine)

a picture with advanced birthday gurl:18th of june[jia hui aka jie(my sis la]

staring at the cake and smilling along..laughing along
nicely arranged..18th,17th and 16th june...hehe..my plan(jk jk)

all of us reached early but 2 wait 4 the VIP 2 come who is jasmine is so LONG!!well..she needs time 2 prepare herself..at last she come and we jz take the cake out..well,my sis dunno tht she is 1 of the celebrated birthday gurl 2day so she's the only1 with the surprise look..2 invite the 3 birthday gurls,i eventually told......:my sis,jamine and june will be celebrating;jasmine,june and my sis and 2 june,jasmine and my sis..errrgh..so hard 2 handle..hahahahaha..b4 siu siu left,i gave her a task..i asked her 2 put the cream on my sis face but she had a very bad skill on putting cream on ppl's face so the cream was spread on my sis' shirt..hhaha!serve u ryte!!hmm..den my sis left 4 her tuit and we aited till 530 2 go up 2 class and we found out tht der is chemistry going on again..we waited at room 8 and we get so bored so these were wht we did...

all the poses end with a smile frm me and jasmine while the rest still posing..hahahahaa...well thts all 4 now..bye..!!

p/s:im sorry 4 not blogging 4 june babies but i wanna wish happy birthday 2 all the june babies!!!!!

protest I

2008-06-08T08:34:00.000-07:00

fuel has raise up high..y?we dunno whts the real truth behind all the raising of the prices..some say..............some say..................................(sorry couldnt be mentioned here 4 some reasons)so all this encourage us 2 use public transport ryte??but how the hell r we suppose 2 use it with all the unwanted crimes happening around us every single day??!!!did they ever think of tht??i dunno whether we,citizens r really taken care 4 this ??our safety seem 2 be pointless to the authorities??there's many kidnappers.snatch thieves,and robbers out there!!how r we suppose 2 have the courage to use public transport with those freak around??get molested when using a bus?got raped when u use a taxi ?got kidnapped or raped when on our way 2 the lrt??got grabbed at the ass when cycling a bike?(su ching got it)and many more..!!u see??tht is y many ppl don use public transport!!and u ppl who raise up fuel price pushing those ppl in poverty 2 meet dead end!!u force them 2 kidnap,rob and even kill ppl!!do u know tht??if u dunno then fix the price back!!raising up fuel prices and subsidise on others doesnt help improving the economy level!!but it 'helps' putting more burden on the family who is facing financial prob which r those u r suppose 2 help??i don think u ppl even think about them but u urself!!u don even help them!!helping ppl like them only helps 2 improve the country..not raising up prices 4 these and those!!well..thts all 4 protest 1..still got more protest coming up!!bye 4 now..

p/s:i apologise 4 any inconvenience

a new journey...

2008-06-08T07:50:00.000-07:00

thank you ,tracie lim!!i love u..all thanks 2 u!!thx 2 u i got 2 see a wonderful performance!!nice,enjoying performance..fantastic and walah..!!
tracie's,michelle's and nushka's performanc..dancing around gracefully..

tracie and michelle..my 2 lil cousin..being the fire snake..haha..tracie holding the key..

omg..so cute..this cute lil children are good dancers den i am..
cowboys and cowgirls!!yeee................................ha!!!!
lil cute lil devil and pirate..so cute!!!
belly dancers..sexy and hot..the guys der must be flowing their saliva out..lol..
there were drama,modern jazz,hip hop,modern ballet,hot ladies dancing belly dance,ballet by tracie,michelle and nushka,performances r brilliant!!!awesome!!sorry 4 some not clear pics..actually all..hehe..btw..i enjoy the whole performance till i don even want 2 go 2 d ladies jz not 2 miss even a min...but i went cuz i really cant stand..haha..lol..but i was happy not 2 miss anythin..and err..ntg d..hehe..nxt post comin up..4 now,lets dance and signed out gracefully..lalalala.......................

aeon hang out

2008-06-02T03:22:00.000-07:00

31st may,the day wer me,michie,michelle s,tracie wanna meet up at aeon and hang out..but sadly michelle s couldnt meet up with us due 2 some prob..so mich cancel her plan 2 gym and continues 2 hang out with us..

this are the pic we caught..weird tht yteng appeared suddenly?

she was dating with her foo foo..hahaha...we were watching the same movie which was 'drillbit taylor'...hahaha...hangin out with a cousin and 2 great frens r very fun..but with shopaholic like dem it was though..cuz im not!! hmm..guess thts all i can blog bout dis outing..so long 4 other post..!!

happy birthday,daveeena!!

2008-05-25T01:06:00.000-07:00

on the 23rd of may..miss daveena has thrown a party at her house..it was fun..actually super fun jz it was so scray when donovan got drunk..super drunk..eyes red and face totally red!!!
the cake..didnt get the chance 2 eat..

birthday girl posing...1..2....3....
ok..those who r der r...
me,jyee,yteng,ching.kah fong,sam,byn.siu siu and intan..guys..don,randy and jerry...
drunk:don,siu siu..i guess these r the only wan..
high:jyee,byn,ching,teng,don,randy,jerry
burped:byn,ching and kf only..(aiyo...girls la..)
lol:byn,jyee,ching,teng,sam and siu siu..
scold bad words:almost all..
i think thts all i can list out..those ppl who cant make it..so sad..
i guess thts all bout my post 4 now..toodles!!
oops missed out..daveena's real birthday is on the 21st of may...love u daveena!!muaxx!!
ok ..chao!!

happy or sad??

2008-05-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

should i be sad or happy..let the good news be 1st..ok?here it goes..my exam has finally ended!!woohoo!!!yipee!!!!yahoo!!wee!!!!!!!!!!!hahahhahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!omg!!!!!!im finally released frm the jail of exam!!!ok excitement is all there...but exam week was really tiring..i'll blog more bout exam later on,on my next post..now....

boohoohoo!!!huhuhuhuhu...sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs!!!*cry cry cry*..y?y?y???!!y????!!!!!david archuleta..y????stupid david cook!!u shouldnt win..victory should belong 2 archuleta!!arrgh!!hate u!!hmmph!!!

p/s:chin chi,david cook..suckey!!wen lynn,lets cry 2gether..sobs!!

pay back time..

2008-05-22T03:25:00.000-07:00

lately..i blog with my phone..so pic couldnt be upload..therefore...pic is here 2 pay back..
17th of may..a perfect date 2 rmb..2 of my favourite person's birthday belong 2 this date..MISS NG LING WEI(sorry,no pic of her)....my longest fren i've ever had and last but not least..

MR ALEXANDER LEEHOM WANG!!!!!MY WALAH!!

p/s:hate u ling wei..y u same bitrhday ith him?ish!!

Happy birthday,my old friend!

2008-05-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

Actually 2day wasn't her birthday but it was yday.17th of may.she was my enemy when i 1st no her cuz she was very cocky.den we jz hi and bye when we meet each other in da same primary skul den when we were at std4 we've become best fren.till now we are but jz not close.she is da WORSE NERD in my class.a real nerd.weird rite?me no nerd,she is.what i hate bout her jz 1.she has da same birthday with my beloved,LEEHOM!!what?errgh.but can't do Ntg.i love her more den i love him.so,HAPPY BIRTHDAY,LING WEI&LEEHOM!

Still stuck in jail

2008-05-18T06:24:00.000-07:00

Yes.i'm still stuck in the jail of exam..still another 1 week 2 go 2 end my parol and enjoy the life of holiday!woohoo..see,i now blogging using my cellphone cuz i'm being grounded of using d com and sadly,there's still a lot of things 2 say..real lot 2 post..stress!and i think i'll fail most of my subjects..especially my bio and sej!gosh..even my science!gosh!haih..Someone pls save me from the jail of exam!

STRESS~!!

2008-05-07T05:54:00.000-07:00

ok..time 4 comlpains of life!!!my stupid bitchy life!!arrgh!!exam is so near and i m still bloging here 4 unfinished business..sometimes i feel like reeping off my hair every single time i think of..jz 1 word,EXAM!!!!y must we have exams?isnt it enough with all the things tht we faced everyday yet they prepare exam which is not necessary..do u know how many ppl commit suicide jz because they cant face the fact of failing in exam or over stress on it??do u know tht??so exam should be 'DIHAPUSKAN'!!!every1 do agree with me..gahh!!my skul really make us suffer lots!!whts the problem with the ppl who sets the schedule..putting 2 papers with the same subject in 1 week difference..??!!if u dont get me..this is 1 example..sej1,which is on monday and sej 2 on the next week tuesday..this means we must study twice 4 1 subject??are u carezy or what???or 1 day we got 4 papers and all r reading subjects??i took extra 2 subjects 4 my foundation and now i got f***ing 12 subjects which now i can even say bye my world!!gosh!!i hate u ppl who creates exam 4 us smalll innocent young child who still not sure where 2 go in the future!!exams don determine it but cuts our line and block the way!!!y u guys jz wanna make us kill ourself izit???grr!!no matter what stream we go its jz the same..in art stream u do take science and it touches all subjects in science stream..i mean the 3 main science subject in science stream:chemistry,physic and biology..wth??and errgh!!what can i say??i dunno!!im so pist now tht im having a headache of thinking what should i do later..study?i have too!!tried 2 be a nerd,pin up hair all.and it works..i actually stayed awake 4 all the class cuz i normally sleep in evry classes since i was 'pro' in it..hehe..so frm 2day till the date 22 may..i must stay away from going on9 and of course the biggest factor...handphone...!!OMG!!imagine tht..goodness..suffocation...ok ok..now wht more can i say..i'm really lost!!so all i gotta say now is..look out 4 my nerdy self and see ya in 3 weeks time..4 now,so long!!GOODBYE!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DADDY!

2008-05-06T23:16:00.000-07:00

2day is my daddy lovely dovey birthday!!
happy birthday dad!!
love ya!!

xoxo...frm me...ur daughter!

Kwang Hua's Prefect Gathering 2008

2008-05-05T07:02:00.000-07:00

KWANG HUA BUFFET!
nice and the bomb!!superbly fun!!
anyway..thousand apologies 4 this long delay..
this kwang hua buffet is actually on the 3rd may and 2day its already 7..hehe..
hmm..so it was a very big success..and only 1 thing tht i wanna complain der..2 da kwang hua-rians..i jz wanna say tht..UR PLACE IS SO HOT!!do u know i actually sweat with blazer and without blazer even sitting down doing ntg..i know evry1 oso suffered tht but seriously its really very hot..thts all the unsatisfaction of tht..hmm..wht else can i say u KWANG HUA-RIANS ARE THE BEST!!u guys are seriously so creative in everything...ur background..the 'tunnel' u make us went into and practically everything..deco was the best!!
really was impressed..no wonder u guys are the top skul..cant deny tht and really really love ur teacher..ur teacher is so open minded..even ur head master..a very long speech and nice outfit anyway..look at wht ur seniors wear..so 'u know' and if our seniors wear tht kind we can even say bye 2 them..haha..our skul=.="wht else can i say..o ya..ur performance,SUPERB!!enjoying..i wonder who were da 1 behind all this..can make up with the things 'watchiing tv' and the next thing u give us with all sorts of performance..really enjoy and impressed..and 2 the mcees..i felt pity 4 u guys 2 stand der since the 1st moment we enter the hall and we are the 1st guest 2 enter the hall too..gosh!!and i know u guys sweat a lot too..haha..wait..i missed out bout the games!!was very very fun and i know the bamboos games are ur tradition and it was cool!!london bridge and open floor was super hilarious and u kwang hua prefects really make it all happen with ur sporting attitude...claps and applause 2 all of you!!right...time 4 the pictures 2 do all the...erm..u know..the buffet...

lighting...was very nice and cool..seriuosly..u guys rock!!
giving away..wht u call 'cendera mata'??hehe..2 the seniors..btw tht is last year head prefect..2007..sorry..too far..image cant be seen clearly..

me and cousin in law..hehe..low mei xiu..senior of 2006..
tht is 2006 head prefect..the way he dress..hmmm...

ex seniors having their brunch jz beside our table..hehe..have a pic of them..

our prefects...blur pic of vhina and ky..i don want dem 2 notice..hehe...

sekolah kita tanggungjawab kita...now i know their secret of success..

now the pics go really messy....>>the pic taken in the 'tunnel'...everything white glows...

su ching..'wakil' mgs on stage playing limbo..we choose her cuz she's the s***test..hehe...

me and sheh yee..the most friendly kwang hua

prefect..hehe...heart you.. the pic above is me and tharshiini..

ask her have a pic with me and she doesnt smiles..ish..=.="

now she smiles...at last!!when i ask her..>>

after the buffet.me,my sis,jing yee,sheh yee,chew hong,tharshiini and subarthy headed 2 kp and we walk around and we reach 'paradise' and the 'paradise' is kp!!and u wanna know y?the cool air-cond!!wow!!heaven!!after the hot hot hot place..kwang hua's hall..gosh!!hmm..guess thts all i can talk bout kwang hua's prefect buffet..hmm..our mgs prefect buffet is coming up,so im the head of the games and i really need help 4 tht..pls,any1??ok..gtg now..ques:happy evry1 i at last blog bout it??hehe..so long 4 now!!

p/s:WLD,i at last post the pics..ok??hehe..enjoy it..u said u want the random pics..